Gangsta love [Book 3 continuing]

Chapter 1

Recap.
Camila "Ethan we can't be together, we are from opposite sides... it won't work"
Ethan " please camila please... don't leave me like this"
Camila "goodbye Ethan ... I love you".......

Camilas P.O.V
We all graduated, we all still live together, but we all decided to live somewhere else for awhile. Things are going so great, we went back to having fun and getting revenge while we can. Grace is now with Gabriel and Megan is with Alex. I'm happy that they're happy, but Ethan keeps controlling my mind. I can't go a day without thinking about him.

I miss him....

Ethan's P.O.V
Camila finally said that she loves me but I found someone else. I moved in from Camila, I still love her but I found love again. He name is Alexa, she's cute and all but has nothing on Camila. Camila is beautiful and full of life, but like I said, I moved on. We all graduated and now we still live together.

Best thing about everything is that Camila didn't kill anyone, she shot most of them on the leg or on their shoulder. My whole gang is here, my brother, nate, Cameron, Kian, and jc. Alexa isn't in our gang, we can't trust another girl anymore because of Meredith.
Alexa 👆🏽👆🏽

I can't say that I'm 100% happy with Alexa but I really like her. I love her.

Camilas P.O.V
I can't move on from Ethan that easily like I did with Gabriel. I still love him and that love for him will still be there. Nice and bright, brighter than what I had with Gabriel. I don't hang out with Megan that much as before. She's always with Alex, but I don't have a problem with it, I know she's been wanting this for a long time. I don't want to ruin it for her nor my brother. I usually go out with Xavier and Jacob.

I like to let them be a couple. I have a lot of fun with Jacob and Xavier, they were my most favorites. They're so funny and make me laugh so much, they make me forget about Ethan.

They usually do stupid shit like cat call girls or older women. Last time he did it to a woman who looked about 70 and she slapped him. The woman almost broke his jaw, it was so funny.
Gosh I love my friends.

I also did it to a boy who looks like he's in his late 20's and I hooked up with him. He was actually really good, I was surprising for a human.

Today we are watching a movie together, we went back to Italy. I love it here and I don't want to go back at all.

Ethan's P.O.V
God crap Camila you can't ever NOT be in my mind.

I haven't seen her nor heard from her at all, I should go make sure she's alright.

Ethan "babe I have to go do something really quick I'll be right back"
Alexa "can I come?"
Ethan "no I have to do this alone, don't worry I'll be right back I promise"
Alexa "you're not going to cheat on me are you?"
Ethan "no why would you say that!?"
Alexa "because baby last time you left and didn't come back till morning"

Ethan "sorry I just- I promise you it won't be long"
Alexa "ok fine- I'll be here waiting"
Ethan "alright bye- love you"
Alexa "love you too" I like it that she loves me back but I don't feel the way I did when Camila first said she loved me.
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I looked around, it's still closed. Maybe she's back home. She wouldn't want to see me but I should give it a try.

I knock on the door a couple times, no response. I jumped from the ground to her window. She's not there, all the lights are off. No ones home, no car, no lights, no talking. Maybe they left somewhere else. I'll come back later tonight, last time I came and the little house was opened, that's why I stayed. I was waiting for Camila to come but she never did, I wanted to surprise her a little.

I miss her so fucking much. I remembered that time when I was at the mall and I saw her. She came to me, we started talking and we almost spent the whole day together. And the first time I had sex with her, but it wasn't just sex, it was love. I made love to her so many times even though she didn't feel that way. Maybe she did but wasn't sure, I don't know but I would turn back time to relive that day. It was so much fun, her laugh, her smile, everything about her made me love her so many times more. She was special and still is.

Camilas P.O.V
Ever since I met Ethan, I've stopped alcohol and drinks and killing. Now I return back to the monster I was. I kill gang people and I go to clubs to get fucked. Ethan changed me in a sort of way that I never though someone would in only a couple of months.

I know he visits my little house, I get senses a lot of times. I got a sense once that he stayed there and left in the morning. But I also was able to smell a girl sent, And the same one right now. Maybe he does have a girlfriend, well it's best for him. I hope that girl doesn't hurt him like I did.

I left him, and it's all my fault. I lost someone.

Someone I truly loved.