Gangsta love [Book 3 continuing]

Chapter 8

Camilas P.O.V
I made it to Italy, met Megan there.

Megan "sorry I didn't respond but I read them, are you ok?"
Camila "yeah it's just that I hate myself for being stupid that's all I'm fine" I smile at her.
Megan "we need to find you a man" she jokes.
Camila "naah no thanks I'm fine it's better to be single I don't have to fall for stupid shit" I reassured her.
Megan "wanna have a girls day"
Camila "no it's ok I told you I'm fine you should get back to Alex"
Megan "are you sure?"
Camila "yeah now let's go"
Megan "ok"

We drove back, along the way my thoughts trapped me blocking the world.

Why would Ethan do this, he's told me he loves me every time. I was the stupid one for saying it back. Right now I feel like punching someone but at the same time I want to cry.

I'm going to take my anger and make it into holes.

We get to the house and immediately everyone comes to me.

Grace "we heard what happened-"
Camila "guys don't worry I'm fine- it doesn't really matter anymore things happened and they happened for a reason, yes I'm a bit upset but I'll get over it I just want to go do something."
Alex "I'm your brother I know your not ok" he crossed his arms lifting up and eyebrow

Camila "Alex I'm for sure fine- if I wasn't I'd probably be crying right now" I giggled, but in the inside I wasn't.
Alex "ok have fun"
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"Ok this will hurt since you're getting more than one"
Camila "trust me you'll be surprised"
"Alright do you want something to hold onto or squeeze?"
Camila "no thank you I'm fine"
"A lot of girls have said that and t didn't end well" this girl does not know what no means!
Camila "I'm for sure it won't happen with me"
"Ok here we go" in it goes
.........
"Wow I was surprised"
Camila "told you"
"Ok how many strikes?"
Camila "two and a little bit thick"
"Alright"
........
"Wow it looks really good"
Camila "thx"
"Ok sit here..... what color?"
Camila "this one"
"Ok so let me see a picture of you and I'll show you what it looks like on you"
Camila "no it's fine I like this color"
"Ok"
.........
"Wow- you look like badass"
Camila "well that's because I am"
"Do you have tattoos?"
Camila "hell yeah"
"It's like you're doing the 'new year new me' type of thing"
Camila "let's just say I fell for a guy that I shouldn't have really"
"Well if this is to get back at him it will totally work"
Camila "no I'm not like that- I just wanted to try this now that I don't really give ten fucks"
"Well you look amazing- don't hide it you're a beautiful girl"
Camil "thank you- I hope everything goes well with your husband"
"Thank you- good luck with that dick"
Camila "trust me I won't be talking about him any sooner" I walk to the door.
"Alright bye!-oh! Wait that'll be $600"
Camila "oh right"
I walk back to her and hand her the money.
.........
It's a completely different look, I wonder what they are going to say.
........
Camila "guys I'm home!!"
Megan "ca- woah!..... guys you'd want to come see this"

Everyone comes and stare at me wide eyes and mouth open.

Camila "close your mouth or you'll catch flies"
Alex "baby sis what is this"
Camila "its a new look duuh"
Jacob "well I'm not saying I don't like it- you look hot" he bits his lip.
Alex "hey you're talking to my baby sis so watch it"
Camila "you know I'm not a virgin right, and he's not my first- I've had it many times with him as well"

Alex "CAMILA!? How come you've never told me"
Camila "it's kinda weird talking to your brother about being p**** fucked"
Alex "I know but at least tell me that you two were doing stuff"
Camila "me and Jacob were doing stuff"

Alex "not now!" He laughed came to me and rubbed my head messing up my hair.
Megan "well we all think you look amazing right guys!"
"Of course!"

At least I have supportive friends and a brother who care about me and wouldn't lie.

Now for the reveal of the new Camila......

Tomorrow

Sike!!

Btw I'll try to do something for Ethan, it'll have different tattoos but I'll do a lot hope y'all like it. Badass huh? Wait till Ethan comes along😏 I'll put it as the book cover. And also I want to thank Dolantwin_fan for the support, and amazing comments, so nice and such a beautiful person. I know I don't know you but I can tell that you're really nice and thank you again😭❤️😘