Daehwi and Jinyoung watched Guanlin and Jihoon danced, silence enveloped them until Jinyoung finally broke the silence.
“uh, d-do you want to dance?” Jinyoung asked and daehwi shook his head.
“no, but I do want to talk.” Daehwi answered with a small smile playing on his lips.
“sure, talk about what?” Jinyoung catechized
“us. Oh wait, is there even still 'us'?” Jinyoung swallowed the lump on his throat.
“w-what about us?” Jinyoung asked and daehwi sighed.
“do you still love me?” daehwi asked, eyes piercing right through jinyoung's own.
Silence enveloped them again, only the music could be heard.
like angels and devils, devils ♪
Im loving the pain ♪
I never wanna live without it ♪
“I dont. I'm sorry.” Despite his heart being crushed to pieces, daehwi, managed to smile and Jinyoung wanted to take back what he said.
“dont be sorry, you're happy with him. Your happiness is my happiness even if that happiness no longer includes me.” Daehwi said and patted jinyoung's shoulder, who only nodded his head, cant find his voice to speak.
“I guess this is the end, yeah?”
“y-yeah.”
so why do I try? ♪
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killing him - panwink,jinhwi
Fanfiction[completed, unedited] How far can you go for the person you love? previous cover was made by @TheDarkenIllusions she's amazing! ༆ #1 on panwink 04.10.20 - 05.07.20 #1 on laji #4 on deephwi