I'll Find You

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Delly

My thoughts circled around my mind, racing around my head making it ache badly. I don't know why I was here in the first place. My whole world was crumbling as I stared down at the water as it clashed with the rocks, beating the cliff harshly with its waves.

Today was the day everyone would know what has come of Delly. The girl who keeps hiding under fake clothing, expensive jewelry and make-up that completely masked my face, my sorrow.

There was absolutely nothing that anyone could do to stop me.

People say there was still hope, there was more to life than we had expected. And what they called that hope, was God.

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I was standing on the cliff, my feet stepping on the sharp part of the rocks as I looked down at the ocean. The cold breeze hit my skin harshly, my wavy sky blue and brown dyed hair flowing behind me.

My tight black cocktail dress didn't do much work of keeping me warm as my skin crawled with shivers.

I had thrown my black platform heels into the sea when I had arrived in frustration. I was tired of this, I was tired of everything.

They say God was the hope of living, His purpose was the meaning of us being on this planet. I don't believe it. He was the One that brought pain to my life and had me in ruins.

His hands had clawed through my skin tormenting me with this sorrow I had buried in my heart.

I took one last deep breath before I had to go. To go away from this place and never wake up. Maybe it would be better than having everyone do what they want you to do. Maybe it would be better than breathing again.

"Ahhhh!!"

I let my anger out through my ear piercing scream. Staring up at the sky with tear filled eyes.

"I'm here! I'm right here!"

I yelled to no one in particular. I don't know if He could hear me, but I hoped He wasn't a myth as everyone said. I hoped that He would hear me and save me life before I ended it.

For a few seconds I thought I should just go home and forget about all of this like I always did.

But, this was the only chance I had.

I looked down at the water, having the smell of sea weed come up in my nostrils.

I shut my eyes and let myself go as I took a step forward.

I was about to feel the pain of death, to have my life sucked right out of me, but that very chance of ending my sorrow was taken away from me when I felt a hand firmly wrap around my wrist and yank me back.

I began crying as I had just lost my chance of ending everything. I began hitting and punching the chest of the person that ruined everything.

"How could you! How could you!" I yelled as he wrapped his arms around me and he held me close. I stopped fidgeting under his grip sobbing quietly.

"Shhh, calm down" He whispered. I was relaxing as I felt the heat of his body hit my skin and warmed me up.

"Just relax. You're gonna fine" He spoke in a low tone stroking my hair with his chin rested on my head. I felt like staying there forever. Never letting go of this stranger that made me feel safe.

Then it hit me. He's a stranger.

I shoved him away and glared at him seeing his full appearance. He was staring down at me with light brown eyes, his dark brown wavy neck-length hair swaying in the wind.