Hidden Figures

Chapter 8- Recovering

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Hey guys! Well sorry that I haven't updated in a while, I guess I've just had some writers block.

Well anyways, I hope your enjoying the story. So what did you think about the attempt at suicide, please comment what you thought (well unless it's something bad, then keep that to yourself). So, yeah, next update will most likely be between Tuesday and Saturday. Well that is unless I feel like surprising you guys, probably not.

Okay guys, I'm going to delete the prolouge because i've had some trouble leading the story to that so, yeah. . . And it will just be sooo much easier on me.

Oh yea, guys it's Summertime! You know what that means, MORE TIME TO UPDATE AND READ!!!

Bye!                                                                                                                                                                                   ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 Justin's P.O.V

I woke up alone on a bed, in what looked like the hospital. 

The few thin blankets on top of me weren't doing enough, I could still feel the chilling air touching the surface of my skin. After a few minutes of me being unaware of my situation, my mom came in with a doctor, who looked very doctory considering he was holding a clipboard in his hand. He checked my blood pressure and my heart monitor then brought my mom out of the room to speak with her. I couldn't exactly understand what they were saying, all I could hear was mumbling, but i'm barely awake so my brain isn't making any connections yet.

Later, I was completely awake and could actually think. I got to go home but the doctors from the hospital gave me some what I like to call "sleepin pills". So for most of the day I have been sleeping, my mom took me out of school for a while.

Zack and I haven't talked in a few days, I hope we can work things out. But she does have every right to hate me, I accept that. 

I've called her almost five times since I woke up this afternoon. I don't blame her for ignoring me, but its getting irritating.

I lay my phone down next to my side and close my eyes. I let out a big sigh as I opened my eyes to stare at the blank ceiling.

I just keep digging myself deeper and deeper, soon enough I wont be able get myself out. Going lower and lower down into the darkness until I don't have any choice but to go even deeper. Soon I will be done with and unheard of. . . Gone.

Anyways, off that subject, Rose and Realm came to visit me about an hour ago, they really just sat around in my room watching T.V and snuggling with each other while listening to music. I decided that I shouldn't ruin their cuddle session, I mean, 'Hey, just because I don't have a good relationship, it doesn't mean they cant have a good one.'

After they left I just turned the T.V off and put in my headphones, then drifted off to sleep.

 The next time I woke up was early in the morning. It was extremely hot, so I threw off my blanket and got out of my bed. I walked into my bathroom and I splash myself repetitively with water, until I  stopped and finally turn off the sink.

I turned on my T.V and sat down on my floor. I still felt hot and it felt like my skin was burning, like someone had set me on fire. I could ask my mother for some medicine but I kinda enjoy the pain, at least I know that I can actually feel something now. About two hours after my burning skin episode, I went downstairs to see if there was any medicine that could soothe the burning. 

As I was climbing back up the stairs my mother saw me and called my name.

"Oh-uhm, Justin. Would you please come back down here for a minute?"

As I sigh to myself and turn around I whisper, "So Close!"

"Yes?" I say loudly almost yelling

"How are you feeling, did you just wake up?" She says with her eyes soft

"I'm fine mom, and I've been up for a while" Trying to sound like I'm not battling a major migraine.

"Oh-okay. But promise me that you will get some more rest?"

"Yea, whatever." I say as I turn around to get upstairs.

Once I get to safety in my room I grab my phone and sit down on my bed. I turn on my phone and go to instagram to see if Zack has posted anything lately. I get to her account and nothing, she has not posted since we had the big fall out.

I need to see her again, I need to talk to her, she needs to know.

I quickly get up and put on my shoes, I race downstairs to grab my car keys and I'm out the door. 

When I get to her house I knock on the door and wait for someone to answer but no one does. So I decide to just leave and go home. 

As I was walking away I heard the door open behind me, I spun around hoping that I would see Zack standing there but instead there it was Rose standing behind the half opened door.

"Ugh, what are you doing here?" she said fully opening the door as I walked back towards her.

"I came here to talk to Zack, I need to. . ." I was interrupted by Zack walking to the door as Rose stepped aside so she could see me.

"What do you want Justin, are you here to tell me about your sex life with Robin?!?! I mean you have already hurt me enough!"

"No, Zack, Robin was black-mailing me!" As she was turning to walk away she quickly looked back at me with a confused look on her face.

"There was nothing I could do, she said that she would hurt you! I couldn't let that happen."

I hope she believes me.