Before i could answer the question Ashton said, "Dude what kind of question is that? Of course she is!" then slapped Mikey's arm.
"Well..." I said taking a small bite of my pizza "I don't think I am..." I stated as I slowly looked up at Ashton to see his shocked and frustrated face staring at me.
"What do you mean you're not pressing charges?" he said getting more frustrated by the second.
"I don't know i just don't want to." i said shrugging.
"You have to joking" he said looking at the boys "because that must be the dumbest thing you have ever said. Don't be an idiot Em! You have to!" he said yelling at me. I looked down, fuck i hate being yelled at. I feel so small and helpless.
"Ashton I don't want to fight with you! can't we just eat in peace?" I said frustrated. But he wouldn't stop.
"DO YOU NOT CARE OR SOMETHING WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?" he said completely loosing it.
I stood up and slammed my hand on the granite countertop, and said, "I'M SO SORRY THAT I DON'T WANT TO RELIVE THE WORST COUPLE YEARS OF MY LIFE! GOD FORBID I WANT SOME FUCKING PEACE AFTER HELL DAY AFTER DAY! DO YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT WAS LIKE? I WOULD GET STUFF LIKE THIS" i took my sunglasses off to show my black eye and the cut under my eye. I then pulled up my sweater to show the bruises on my stomach. "And i've had worse! And you know what's the worst part of it all is the things he would say. That 'No one loves me and no one ever could or should.' that 'i'm the worst thing that has ever happened to him'. After hearing it so many times you start to believe it. That shit won't fade away like the bruises and the scratches, that'll stick with me forever. So sorry if I don't want to live through that again". After I was done I realized I was crying and then I looked at them and saw that they were crying too. I became horrified and ran upstairs to my room and locked the door behind and slid down the door as tears streamed down my face. Fuck I shouldn't have said all that.
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An hour passed and I was still in shock from my outburst. God I am an idiot. I heard a knock at my door.
"I don't want talk Ashton." I said wiping away the tears still flowing down my face.
"It's not Ashton." I heard Calum say. "please just let me in" he said sounding helpless. I sighed and slowly got up and opened the door and saw Calum with red eyes and a tear stained face. And my heart broke. I did this, I'm the reason he's cr-. i was taken out of my thoughts by feeling his lips on mine. He put his hand on my hip lightly guiding us further into my room and shutting the door with his foot. He then put his hand on my cheek as the kiss continued. I have never felt anything like that. Normal kisses don't feel like that. He pulled away and we both looked at each other with shock.
"That was..."
"amazing." he said cutting me off.
"Yeah," I said smiling at him and he smiled back just as big.
That was the happiest I have ever been. Gosh i love that boy.
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Hi... long time no see! Wow I haven't written another chapter in literally years... It's crazy how time flies! I didn't think i was gonna write another chapter but then I decided to read it and I wax wondering what happened next in the story lol. So here's the next chapter! I hope you enjoy and till next time✌🏻♥️
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FanficEmma Irwin is a girl who was beaten constantly by her father. Ever since she was younger she was beaten senseless and would always cover up all the scratches and bruises. No one knew, not even her brother Ashton Irwin. Until someone found out. Her f...
