Love and Games

For I (part 2)

Your words give me hope
But your actions  make me lose it
You made me thought it could be
But maybe it was just me assuming

Sometimes I stop and think,
Should I tell you?
But then I would never let these feeling through

My mind is debating, to stop these feelings
But my heart keeps hoping, for that first move you'll be making

I don't know what to do
It's frustrating.
I'm waiting for everything
I'm also waiting  for nothing.

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You.

You have that something.
Something in the way you dress
Something in the way you think
Something in the way you move
Something that's caught my eye
Somehow that something made me fall in love with you

Maybe it was in our deep conversations
Maybe it was how we connected
Maybe it was in all of these things
Maybe it was the all of you
It almost led me to tell you

I thought I had a chance
I thought you liked me too
But then I remembered a something that you have
That something is another

I wish it was me
I wish I could've met you sooner
If only there was another time or place
That I could've been your other

These things you'll never know
The me I'll never show
I wish I could just throw
These feelings that I hold

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You're a song
I wish I could unhear
But can't be unheard

A song I wish I wouldn't sing
But I've memorized the chorus and the verse

And when the song's about to end
My thumb presses the replay
And the song starts again

-the LSS of you

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You're the tattoo I wish I could erase
But you've already left a permanent mark
Nobody could replace

-tattoos and you

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A month has passed since I left
Took you two days to stop trying
Is that even called trying?
Two chats, I didn't reply so nothing

I'm far out, going on forgetting
Sometimes lost in the moment so I stop thinking
But when things die down I remember your words

"I don't wanna stop talking to you."
"I miss you"
"Please talk to me"
Oh why do you say everything I want to hear?
Too bad love, the games over

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Musician's love

I keep playing your songs
Downloaded it after deleting it
A repeating process I wanna stop
But sadly it just goes on pause
Until later it plays again

Your name's kept on repeat
On my mind it keeps screaming
Your the highest note love
The best melody

We're in sync, in harmony
Cause you're the same as me
A musician so wanting so greedy
With dreams grasping to be reality

I wish I'll meet someone
With your mind
Your soul, your thoughts, your personality
And I pray this isn't one sided thoughts
That it's not all in my mind.

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You're my world
A ball of everything I could ever want and ever have
So alluring, so majestic
So unique, so captivating

I've been living in this beautiful world
A fairytale, a fantasy
A dream waiting to be reality
So near to grasp
Yet so far to ever get my hands on

You're my world
Little did I know of the gravity
The weight I would be carrying on my shoulders
How you are not just mine, but everyone's world

You're a home
I wish but can't call my own

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I can't endure this anymore.
Or more like, this is so freaking hard to endure. I really really really want to talk to you again.

I'm so fucking tempted.
Tempted by my phone to chat you, text you, call you.

My, my. I think I'm even close to crying just by the thought of it.

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Theres a difference between have and keep

Example:
I have you
But I couldn't keep you.

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Is it okay to comeback?

...but just leave later on?
I keep on forgetting why I left in the first place.

Vice versa

I keep on forgetting why I came back.

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We could've made beautiful music together.

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