Loving Bad

Chapter 13

JM: What are you doing here?

Y/N: I... um... 

He was doing it to me again. Making my skin tingle just by looking at me. And suddenly, all i could think about was the other night and the way he felt inside-- 

JM: Cat got your tongue? 

Right... 

Y/N: Did you tell anyone about what happened between us? 

JM: What? No. My business is my business and i like to keep it that way. Why? Did something happen? 

If i told him the truth it would lead to more questions that i knew i didn't want to answer... 

Y/N: I... um...

JM: Y/N, whatever it is, you can talk to me. 

With his body that close, all i wanted to do was pull his mouth into mine. But, MJ! 

Y/N: It's nothing, i... just wanted to make sure you hadn't, that's all. 

JM: Why? Are you embarrassed or something? 

Y/N: No. 

Never! 

JM: Good, because i wouldn't mind a repeat performance. 

As his tongue stroked mine, the world spun. Electric tingles pulsated through me. But what was i doing!? 

Y/N: Stop! 

JM: Why?

Y/N: It's MJ... 

JM: Really... 

Y/N: I thought, with us, it was just a one-- 

JM: No, i get it. You like rich, preppy guys. 

Y/N: No, Jimin, that's not it. 

What was going on here? 

TIME SKIP

K: That's awesome, man. Congrats. 

MJ: Thanks. And here she is now. Ken, this is my girlfriend, Y/N. 

Man, that sounded strange. And not in a good way. 

K: So nice to meet you! And great choice, by the way. Coolest guy in the campus i've met so far.

Y/N: Yeah... thanks. 

MJ: So... did you call JB? 

Right... that... 

Y/N: No... um... i--- i had something personal come up. 

MJ: Okay. Is it something you want to talk about? 

Y/N: Not really, if that's all right. 

MJ: That's fine. But are you okay? 

Y/N: Yeah, i'm fine. 

SW: Hey, MJ! Awesome party! 

MJ: Hey, Jackson! Meet my girlfriend, Y/N. 

There it was again. That "girlfriend" word... 

SW: Omigod, SO awesome! 

Y/N: Thank you. 

SW: There are SO many girls in this hall who are just going to DIE from envy! 

I was trying to stay in the moment, but i couldn't stop thinking about what Jimin had said. Repeat performance? He actually wanted to see me again? Sleep with me again? I had no idea. And i especially had no idea that the thought of me with another guy could actually hurt him. Maybe agreeing to be MJ's girlfriend had been a terrible mistake. Maybe i was actually supposed to be with Jimin. Or maybe not... My heart nearly dropped out of my chest. And when his eyes met mine from across the room, the blood rushed to my head so fast i thought i might get sick.