dear goodness, help me
i do not deserve to feel this way
you should not be able to make me feel this worthless.
because even when i tell myself that i'm much too good for this,
well, i'm just a dumb girl, i fail to see what's really happening- right?
it's damn idiotic, really. and i cannot take it.
it's cold tonight, and i should be resting
but here i am writing mindlessly about this
you, hm.
what
a
joke.