This Love Makes Me Lose Control (Kaneki X Touka Fanfic){I'm a Ghoul In Love}

I'm So Sorry Kaneki... forgive me

Hello my readers. Thank you all so much for waiting this long. I wanted to work out where I could take this story and after a while I found a way. Please enjoy and thanks for the support.
"Kaneki... I... I can't believe this! Man you have the weirdest dreams." Hide bursts out laughing. He laughs so hard he gets a stomch ack.
I wait for his laughter to die down before I start talking again.
"Hide, this is not a joke. I do have split personalities and it scares me. I...." My voice gradually gets quieter. I put my head down.
Why me! It was always me! I hate this. Why can't it just end? I just want to be normal... what ever nomal is...
I break out of my thoughts by a hand touching my head. I look up to see Hide and he is smiling.
"Kaneki. I know. I know you never lie to me about these things. I was laughing because I can't believe that I never saw it before now. Your my best bud and I never saw what was wrong. Some psychic freind I am. I never saw you hurting and never saw your problems with being a ghoul. Knowing you will be hunted by someone or left alone. I never thought... of..." Hide started crying. He never cries.
His warm tears fall on my face making it look like I was the one crying. Not him.
He moves his and off my head and moves in front of me.
He goes on his knees, puts his hands in front of him with his head falling forward and hitting the floor with a bang. He is groveling and crying.
"Please forgive me! I was so oblivious to what was happening. I want to be able to help you in anyway I can. Even... Even... even if you have to eat my flesh if you..." Hide said still crying through his determined voice. I grabed his collar and slaped him accross his face.
"I WILL NEVER EAT YOU! OK! SO GET HLTHAT THOUGHT OUT OF YOUR HEAD! Your my best freind Hide. I wasn't able to eat you then and I won't eat you now. No matter what happens. You go that?" I say looking into his eyes.
The door opens next to us. Touka wearing her school uniform.
"What the hell are you guys doing? You look like your going to kiss. Hahahah" Touka starts laughing at Hide and I. So I let go of Hide's collar and stand up. Hide wakes up from the shock and stands up.
"You know that you both talk so loud that I can hear you in aide my room?!" She says hands on her hips.
"Sorry Touka." Hide and I say in unison while bowing.
"Hide.... YOU BASTARD!" Touka yells running to Hide. He looks up to see Toula running at him.
Next thing he knows is that he was punched in the head. Hard. By Touka's fist.
"Like I said. I heard everything. You idiot, how could you say something like that?! Kaneki would never... he would never hurt you. Your his best freind."
"Kaneki... I'm so sorry. Please forgive me." He says bowing.
"Hide. I will always forgive you." I say smiling.