This Love Makes Me Lose Control (Kaneki X Touka Fanfic){I'm a Ghoul In Love}

YOU STUPID IDIOT!

"Kaneki! Come on let's move it already!" Says Touka grabing my hand trying to lead me down the hallway but all she is doing is dragging me. "Get up. Come on we got to go!" She says letting go of my hand, she turns to me and lends me a hand which I gladly take.
On my feet again I race down the hallway, down the stairs and out the cafe door.
I stop to catch my breath and Touka drop kicks right on my head.
"Idiot. You forgot about Hide!" She yells looking down on me since I fell to my knees.

She is right though. I did forget.

I walk back in the coffee shop to see Hide at the counter drinking coffee.
"Sorry Hide but I have to go can you-" Hide cut me off
"Hey don't worry about me. Go have fun with your lady friend!" He says in his smirk/smartass tone.
I go a new shade of red.
"It's not like that!" I yell running out of the ahop back to Touka.

I don't stop. I just keep running. All the way to the walking bridge.
I stop and turn to see that Touka ran after me this whole time. She comes to a stop her hands fall on her knees and starts breathing quiet quickly.
"Why you breathing so fast?" I say acting confused.
"Shut... up... idiot... this .. is your ..falt." She bearly manages to say. She gets her breath back and we start to continue walking the last few hundred meters side by side.
Oh shit. She is really close. Wait why am I getting flustered now when before, I never felt this way... oh shit. It's becuase of the.... incident. Stupid Stupid Stupid.
I started to punch my stomach, over and over, I feel a warm pair of hands on my clenched fist.
Their Touka's hands. I don't have to even look.
I smile.
She let's go of my hand.
"You stupid idiot. What are you doing that for. Did you eat human food or something?" She says not looking at me but at her hands.
"No. I am ok. Just thinking of things. Like how much of an idiot I must be to let myself go like that. Haha" I say. My voice getting weaker the more I say. My laugh is nothing but empty.
I look over at Touka who has suddenly stopped in her tracks.

"STOP BLAMING YOURSELF FOR  FOR WHAT HAPPENED! IT WASN'T YOUR FALT THAT YOU CHANGED AND HURTME AND HIDE AND IF IT WAS I WOULD HAVE TOLD YOU SO! SO JUST STOP FIGHTING WITH YOURSELF OVER THIS! OK!" Touka screams at me making everyone else on the street to stop and stare.
I stare blankly at Touka.  What she was saying was true, but not all of it. I need to gain control again or I will end up in a bigger mess than the one I am facing.
I clence my fist so tight that my nails draw blood from my hand.
Touka seems to notice and pulls me to a side street neat the school
"Kaneki, its time for you to repay me." She say with a smrik. Her eyes turn red.