This Love Makes Me Lose Control (Kaneki X Touka Fanfic){I'm a Ghoul In Love}

The Show Must Go On

"Kaneki! Kaneki! Kaneki Ken!" I hear her voice calling out to me yet my body ignores it. I want flesh thats all I ever want from now and forever! No stop you can control me! Don't fi-
"KANEKI YOU IDIOT!!!" Touka yells punching me in the face so hard I almost got knocked out.
I cup my check.
"What the hell Toula I-" I stoped fighting when I saw everyone glaring with hatered and discussed.
Oh shit. I messed up bad....
I hid my eyes behind my hair. My sorrow, anger and guilt made its way to the surface of my overwhelmed mind.
Touka stood up. Her fists clenched.
"IF YOU F***ING IDIOTS HAVE A F***ING PROBLEM WITH WHAT JUST HAPPENED F***ING COME OUT WITH IT BECUASE HE JUST HAD AN ASTHMATIC ATTACK YOU F***ING ASS HOLES! WHAT DID YOU THINK IT WAS?! SO STOP LOOKING AT HIM LIKE HECWAS SOME KIND OF DEMON BECAUSE EVEN IF HE WAS ACTING STRANGE, DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO LOOK DOWN ON HIM! YOU ALL SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELVES!" She yelled. Tears fell from her eyes.
The 'victims' of her yelling just stood there, heads down drowning in the shame.
I placed a hand on Touka's shoulder and whispered in her ear. "Thank you. Touka." I felt her jump at my words. She spun around and looked into my eyes with her red blood-shot ones.
"This was for that earlier stunt at the school gates, but I want to be payed back for saving your skin," She put her mouth near my ear. Her hot comforting breath flowed into my ear, completely overwhelming.

I love this girl- wait what?!

"Since it would have been bad if you were revealed. Jack ass. Now you maybe saved from punishment later~" She whispered some what seductively, or was it my imagination running wild. I knew Touka never had any feelings for me.... but was I really all that sure. She did accidentally  kiss me that one time and when I kissed her she did kiss me back but....
I shake off the thought. She backs off smiling for some odd reason. Everyone else has started to work again and we meet up with Tsukiyama.

*After 4 days of torture*
"Stop there you blased Dove! I won't let you near her!" I yell. Guarding Touka.
"Step aside you demon! I will kill her now and before you, since she is with child, I can not allow her to live a moment longer!" A dove said charging at us with is quinke out in front.
"Stop!" Tsukiyama said. Getting down from his directors chair. "This won't do!" He taps his foot on the floor. This is unfortunately how he thinks.
"But sir. We have played through this scene perfectly this time." The actor of the dove explained.
This was happening for a while now. Tsukiyama is never happy with this scene, and he was the one to write it in the first place! I still have one question though. Touka and I are ghouls, and we are playing the part of a loving ghoul couple that is being hunted by the CCG. In the end we die since this play is being sponsored by the CCG..... I have know idea why though. Anyway my point is that if ghouls actually play the part of a ghoul and Doves watch the play, can't they just put two and two together since we have to have 'fake' ghoul eyes and 'fake' kagune.
Tsukiyama knows of my opinion towards this and he just said that by having real ghouls play the part makes the play mpre intriguing.
"I got it!" The freak yells. "Kaneki when you guard Touka use your kagune and make it look like its ready to fight and also Touka, please try to act a bit weaker." He stated glaring the the female ghoul.
"I am sorry Sir. I will try to act that way." She said bowing at Tsukiyama.
"Good. Now from the top!"

*After rehearsal was over*
"Hey Touka. Why did you bow to Tsukiyama? Don't you hate him?" We are walking to Anteiku in the chilly winter night. It is only 6pm but it is cold.
"I had to." She says.
"Why? Did he bribe you or something?"
"No. It's not like that..."
"Then what is it?"
"Just drop it ok. I don't want to talk about it." Her pace quickens.
"Touka please! Tell me!" I grab her shoulder only to be shoved off. I catch a glimpse of her face, it was covered in tears. I spin her around and grab her chin. Her eyes meet mine.
"Touka.. please... just tell me."
"Fine. He wants me to be...." her voice is low and her eyes no longer meet mine. "Tsukiyama wants me to really be pregnant for the role.... and he said that if I am still a virgin by next week he will either take my virginity or will hand me over to the CCG and rat everyone out at Anteiku too." More tears fell from her eyes.
I couldn't stand Tsukiyama. What was that man thinking? Telling Touka to do something that she isn't able to do. She doesn't even have a boyfriend....
"Hey Touka."
"What"
I placed my lips on hers. She melted into the kiss. My hands weave through her purple hair. Her hands do the same to mind. We stand there on the foot bridge, in our own little world. She pulls away from me. A small blush covers her face.
"Kaneki.... I think I am in love with you."
And at that moment, the whole world stopped, the wind flew past me so quickly, that shivers were sent up my spine, but not it wasn't cold, this time it was warm.