OURS WAS ALWAYS FORBIDDEN

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ZAYN'S POV

I couldn't share a tear over this,I knew that it was bound to happen sooner or later..Now it happened sooner rather than later,she is doing it for her mother, it has to be for her mother.I love her so much and now I'm going to lose her.

What hurts the most is the fact that I knew that ours was always forbidden..Our love wasn't made to be forever, only for a bit it lasted..When I get home my mother blocks my way immediately, "How's Diana?did something happen?"She starts asking me.

"She's fine mother. "I answer her not being honest with her or myself..I go pass her straight upstairs to my room to mend my broken heart.

I start smashing everything that my eyes meet when I get into my room,trying to get out all of the anger inside of me...When I'm done I sit down on the bed and look at the time to find out that it is eight o'clock.

After what seems like forever I hear a knock on my door and it startles me..The first time I ignore it but the second time it comes with a sweet voice that I immediately recognise.."Zayn."Her sweet voice calls my name.

I get up from the bed and go straight to the door to open for her..When I look at her I can see the pain,she looks so...not like my Reina..She's carrying this heavy load and it's only pushing her down..

"Can we talk? "Does she have to ask?I let her in an when she looks to my direction I welcome her with a warm hug to let her know it's OK.

"You look terrible. "I say to her when I let her go from the hug.

"I feel terrible."she says..

Tears start rolling out of her eyes and that stings me,I hate seeing her cry..I just want to eliminate whatever is causing her to cry.."She has lung cancer, and the only way to save her is if she does an operation..It will cost us,so I have to marry in order to get my inheritance and save my mother. "She finally says.

"I could also marry you."I suggest but her head falls down.

"I also suggested that, but this Liam is my key to the money,no one else...I know you said we'll face every situation we run into   together, but I think this is where I have to drop you. She's my mother and I can't lose her,not now."

"I knew what I was getting myself into,ours was always forbidden."Just saying the words out loud broke me completely..

"Can you hold me?one last time."she asks.

We both lie on the bed,her in my arms and the thought of letting her go makes me wanna freeze this moment forever..I always want to have us like this,close to each other."I'm gonna miss this, you in my arms, you besides me,your scent that has become my favourite."I say in her ear.

She just closes her eyes and she starts to cry,I hold her tightly.."our relationship doesn't even have a week but I feel like I'm losing someone I've been with all my life."I finally say after our little silence.

"Let's just be thankful for our little infinity."She says.

"After ten years, on this very day,I'll come to meet you, to know if you're happy...Please agree to meet me."I request her.

"OK. "She agrees to my request.

"I love you, now,then and forever."I say to her.

"I love you,now,then and forever. "She also says..

I bring my lips to her's, wanting to taste them for the last time..I love her so much and the thought of letting her go kills me..

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