Sean Lew Imagines

Sean Lew Imagine #22 (request)

@YEDgirl980 I'm sorry its so bad :( 

I sigh as I pull on a different skirt, I have a date with Sean and I hate the way my (Y/S/C) legs look in this skirt, they're so flabby and short. 

I look at myself in the mirror and tug my hair out of the ponytail it was in, I sit down at my makeup table and add some more makeup to my horrible face, I don't know why Sean is with me... He is talented and good looking and I'm neither. 

I pull on a long shirt to cover my arms and slide into jeans, yanking them up hard. 

I brush my hair down to cover the sides of my face and blend my make up before heading out to the car where my (parent/guardian) is waiting to drive me to the movies, Sean and I are going to watch The Greatest Showman together. 

I wave as I wait for Sean, less than two minutes he walks up and kisses my cheek.

"Hey (Y/N)" 

"Hey Seannie" 

"How was your day?" 

"Good, yours?" 

We make small talk as we wait in line for tickets, Sean glances over at me a few times like he can tell something is wrong.

"(Y/N) are you okay?" He asks quietly taking my hand. 

"Yeah, why?" I lie. 

"You just seem sad, are you sure you're okay?" He presses. 

"Yeah, I'm fine, what snacks do you want?" I ask. 

"Popcorn and sodas, you good for that?" He points at a snack deal on the sign. 

"Yeah, I'm good with just popcorn, what about that one?" I point as we get closer to the front of the longish line. 

"Sure, you don't want a drink?" 

"Yep"

We order the snacks and get the tickets, Sean pulls me into a hug while we walk into the screening room. 

"You're so gorgeous (Y/N)"

I blush at his lies and look down. 

"You are!" He kisses my head and we take our seats. 

After the movie finishes, we head out to the lobby to make plans for tomorrow afternoon because it's a Saturday and we want to go swimming since it's hot. 

"My place at what time? Come for lunch?"

"Is 10 good for you?" I ask, already thinking what I'm going to wear. 

"Perfect, see you then!!" He pecks my lips as I get into my car and wave to him. 

Next Morning 

I'm stressing out what to wear, I have a pair of black shorts on and am trying to pick a top.....

I pull a black sports top/bikini and a tank top, I hate the way my body looks in it but I want to wear it because I just got it. 

I get a ride over to Sean's house and knock on the door. 

"Hey (Y/N)" Sean's sister Serris opens the door and gives me a hug. 

We're pretty good friends, we talk a bit as we walk out the back to the pool where Sean is. 

"(Y/N) come in it's great!!!!" Sean yells, his toned chest glistening with the water covering it. 

"I will come down later for a swim, see you guys" Serris says as she heads into the house.

I put my bag down under the gazebo near the pool and hang my towel over the fence next to Sean's. 

I nervously take off my tank top and head to the pool, I feel Sean's eyes on me and I wrap my arms around my midriff.

"You look great babe." 

A week later 

I sob as I sit on my bed,  my family has guests over and a little girl called me ugly and fat, maybe she was wrong or maybe she was right, the latter is what worries me, I know I'm not great looking but am I really ugly?

My phone chimes as Sean texts me. 

From Seannie <3 

Hey baby, are your guests still there or can I come over? 

To Seannie <3 

Can you come over, please? Now? 

From Seannie <3

I will be there in 15 minutes are you okay?

To Seannie<3

I will be. 

Sean knocks on the door shortly after that, I wipe my mascara streaked cheeks and open it, a puzzled look from the guests as I grab his hand and walk outside into the front yard. 

"(Y/N)?" Sean asks as he pulls me into a hug as I begin to cry again. 

"She called me ugly." I sob as Sean rocks me back and forth.

"Who?" Sean asks angrily "You're beautiful baby, you're perfect" He holds me tightly, kissing my hair. 

"A kid inside, she is about nine and she laughed at me and called me ugly. It shouldn't affect me but it does" I whisper as my eyes sting with tears. 

"Don't listen to her, you're so pretty and amazing. I'm lucky to have you and to be able to say you love me and that I love you." 

I cry more wetting Sean's t-shirt with my tears.   

"She needs to get some manners and glasses because you're not ugly, so pretty everywhere, here" Sean smiles kissing my forehead "Here" he kisses my nose "Here" my lips this times "Here" he peppers my face in kisses. "Everywhere else but let's keep it PG for now hey?"

I smile and kiss Sean, wiping my eyes. 

"I love you (Y/N) every single piece, every scar, every inch of you and you're amazing body, I'm in love with you, your personality, your looks, your flaws, all of you"  

A/N 

This is bad, I'm sorry, I may redo it(?) 

I had a bad sleep and my hands have been shaky all day, a bit of a confession, my dad thinks I have ADHD and my therapist says I (also) have anxiety so yeah, I'm a bit messed up on top of the other stuff, so yeah again I'm sorry.