Sean Lew Imagines

Sean Lew Imagine #23 (part 2)

But Sean's gone now, I miss him so much.

"I  dated a wonderful young man named Sean Charles Lew, he was my first love and maybe he will be my last. Everyone says they will never know love again when something like this happens but I hope I will, Sean would want me to be happy, he would want us all to be happy, it is my duty to love and be happy because he never could, I will try to lead a life he would have been happy to have lead with me." 

"I was happy with him, I like to think he was happy with me."

I look at the sea of black in front of me, wiping my cheeks carefully.

"He loved his friends with all his heart, he loved his family, he loved me. I'm so lucky to be able to say that, he was special to everyone here and everyone here was special to him. Remember that, thank you."

I step down from the podium where the microphone was, and back to where my family sits pass Sean's family, all in tears, I smile weakly as another friend stands to speak.