I'm tired
I'm tired of trying and tired of fighting
The same old demons that come back to haunt me
The same hell that will continue to burn me
The same people they come back to taunt me
To feed on my life
I feel there is no escape from my strife
To feed on my joy
A monster, hungry and ready to destroy
I look in the mirror
All I see is an empty girl
Trying to swim upstream
But gets beaten right back down
With no more people around,
My fake smile is nothing but a frown
What has my life come to
I stare at the blank expression of a fool
They say the eyes are a window to the soul
I stare and stare but theres nothing there
Nobody knows and no one would care
As far as I can see
Theres nothing inside of me
I'm dead inside
Beautiful gardens no longer grow in my mind
Thorns and brittle branches
Nothing but deep deep trenches
I cant escape
My broken heart and soul I try to tape
Shattered to pieces on the floor
Maybe I don't belong here anymore...
