Tough Love (BMTH&BVB FanFiction)

Chapter seven: A fight to be free

I woke up and looked out of the window. It was mid day, everyone else was awake and we were now in London. My stomach started to curdle. I walked over to get something to drink to find everyone sat down watching TV again. As I grabbed a can of coke I heard Oli shout out to me,

"Ally, get me one will ya!"

"Morning to you too." I replied as I threw him a can. He smiled at me and continued to watch the TV. The tour bus came to a sudden hault.

"What's going on?" I asked in confussion.

"We've reached the venue." Matt explained as everyone stood up and started getting washed and dressed.

"Why are you getting ready already?" I asked starting to panic.

"We have to go in and set up, we have to do sound check and stuff like that as well." Lee told me with a nudge to the shoulder.

"When will you be back?" I asked.

"We'll be back about two hours before the show." Jordan said as he walked past me to get to the bathroom. I had to tell them soon otherwise I would have to do what Jona wanted and that was the last thing I wanted.

Before long they had left and I was pacing back and forth dwon the bus thinking of how I would tell them. I had no idea what to say. Itwas all so much. I decided I would take my mind off things for the time being by watching TV, that always worked. As I scrolled through the channels I skimmed my mind for good things I could say. I didn't even know who I was going to tell yet.

"Maybe I should tell everyone at the same time..." I mumbled to myself. That felt like the right thing to do. I had it all planned out. I would wait for them to get back, get them in a good mood and then tell them. Their reaction wouldn't be as bad if I told them whenthey're in a good mood.

With my plan in order I felt some weight lift of my shoulders so I was able to relax for the next few hours while I waited for the guys to get back.

As planned, the band got back in what seemed to be a good mood but I had to be sure. I beconned them to come sit with me infront of the TV.

"You guys wanna see something cool?" I asked with a huge grin. Everyone nodded as I found an interveiw with their band on the TV and put it on. Their faces lit up, I guess they were stoked about being on national TV. I had known it was going to be on and recorded it for them. Through out the interveiw everyone was smiling, other then me as I was getting more and more nervous about coming clean.

Eventually the interveiw ended and I was sure they were all in a good mood. Just as I hoped Jona had just left the room and gone to the bathroom. I glanced at the clock, I had forty minutes or so.

"Guys I have something to tell you, it;s serious." I exclaimed. Everyones faces dropped, they knew something was up. I never really spoke to them about my problems and I had a feeling that gave away that it was serious.

"Go on.." Lee replied reluctently. I proceeded to explain everything. I told them every detail, exept that Jona wanted to have sex. They all looked at me with surprise befroe Jona burst into the room.

"That's bullshit!" He spat in my face.

"It's true and you know it!" I screamed back. Oli stood up and walked over to Jona as he stared down on me with fire in his eyes.

"What kind of crap is that? I didn't expect this from you Ally." Oli exclaimed. Hearing that from him was like a knife in my chest. I turned to the others.

"Do any of you believe me?" I asked as my eyes filled with tears. They all stood up and walked over to Jona.

"I think you're full of shit!" Jordan shouted. I turned to Matt.

"I actually thought you were an awesome girl, turns out you're an attention seeking bitch!" Matt bellowed. I was hoping that at least Lee had seen the truth in what I had said.

"I'm sorry Ally, but Jona wouldn't do that." Lee told me.

"He would! And he did!" I yelled.

Everyone broke out into an argument. It was me against the band, I knew Jona was pleased with himself and that pissed me off even more.

"For fuck sake Ally! I trusted you and you come out with this?" Oli shouted.

"I can't believe you tried to do this to Jona, he's a good guy!" Matt screamed. I took all of the shouting, I was used to it but what Oli did next hurt in more ways then one. He punched me in the nose, causing me to fall to the ground.

"You're just like dad..." I whispered with tears falling down my face and nlood gushing from my nose.

"Good! I hope that fucking hurt!" Oli screamed before everyone left the bus and made their way to the concert. As they left I looked out the window and saw Jona talking to a body gaurd,

"Don't let her leave." is all he said before walking off with the others.

I hated everything. Oli had reminded me of dad and he didn't care. I grabbed some paper and a pen, along with two knives. I wrote on the paper,

"I didn't do it. And Oli, remember how dad made me cut when he beat me. Well done."

And with that I sliced my wrist and wiped it all over the note before pinning it to a door with one of the knives. Grabbing the other knife I climbed out of the back window and ran as fast as I could.