Tough Love (BMTH&BVB FanFiction)

Chapter eight: Her Saviour

I got tired out so quickly, I looked down at my wrist, I was still bleeding.

"I don't want to live anymore! Fuck life! I want to die!" I cried out as I fell to my knees. I was a mess. I lifted the knife and started to hack my wrists apart. I was cutting deeper, and deeper, and deeper each time but this time I wasn't feeling dizzy like the last time. I kept going and going feeling no regret or desire to stop the madness.

"Hey, what are you doing!" I heard a voice call out.

"Shit! She's cutting herself!" another one yelled.

"There's so much blood!" a third person called out.

"Ashley, quick! For fuck sake go and get CC and Jake!" The first voice shouted. I recognised the voices so well but I didn't care. I didn't want to be saved, I wanted to die. I plunged the knife into my stomach twice before collapsing.

I was still awake but my vision was blurred and my speach was slurring. As I lay on the cold ground bleeding to death I felt someone lift my head onto their knees.

"Fuck! Andy what do we do?" Someone shouted in panic.

"Oh god! Oh god! Oh god!" Another person gasped.

"Your going to be okay, your going to be okay." some one whispered in my ear, it was clearly the person that had my head on their lap. I could see him take of his jacket. Someone pulled my hand away from the knife and pulled it out of my stomach before pressing down on it with something.

"I w-w-wa want y-y-you to stop hel-helping me. I want t-t-to d-die." I stuttered as my eyes forced themselves shut.

I opened my eyes and straight away sunlight shone down on my face. I looked around, I was in a tour bus again but this time it wasn't the Bring me the Horizon tour bus. I sat up quickly and let out a yelp of pain. I looked down at my stomach, I was still in my blood covered clothes but my wrists had been bandaged up as had my stomach. I took of the bandage that was around my stomach to look at the mess I made of myself. I clutched at my stomach at the sight of two deep stab wounds.

"Hello?" I called out before starting to cough.

"Hello?" I shouted a little louder in my croaky voice. I heard some foot steps coming my way.

"Morning." A deep voice replied. My jaw dropped.

"Andy Biersack?" I gasped in disbelief. He nodded and smiled before sitting at my feet on the couch I had slept on.

"Why am I here?" I asked, still coughing slightly.

"Me, Jinxx and Ashley found you outside last night. We came as support for Bring me the Horizon and heard someone screaming in a near by ally way. We went to check it out and found you covered in blood with a knife in your hand, are you okay?" He replied as he moved closer to me and rubbed my shoulder.

"I think considering the circumstances I'm bloody brilliant." I laughed forcfully.

I turned my head to see CC standing against the wall.

"So you're awake?" He said with a smile. I nodded and returned the smile.

"Guys she's awake!" He shouted and just seconds later Jake, Jinxx and Ashley darted towards the couch.

"Are you okay?" Ashley asked with concern.

"Yeah,I think I'm alright." I replied as I looked down at my blood covered body.

"I guess you're gonna need some clothes?" Jinxx smiled.

"I'll be fine. I've got to get back to the tour bus." I replied as I tried to stand up, still clutching my stomach.

"You can't! You have to rest for a while. Just call your parents and tell them you're safe." Jake insisted.

"I can't do that." I replied with a sigh.

"Why? Hang on? Did you say you had to get back to the tour bus?" CC asked. I just nodded as I pulled a blanket over me.

"The Bring me the Horizon tour bus, I'm Ally Sykes." I exclaimed.

"I told you Jinxx!" Ashley yelled with a laugh.

"Fuck it! I'm not giving you fifty bucks!" Jinxx replied.

"How did you know I was Ally Sykes?" I asked in curiosity.

"I saw an interview on Youtube with Oli Sykes, you were in it. It was about a year ago, you look kind of different now." He replied

"Ha, the only reason I was at that fucking interveiw was 'cos he didn't trust me at home alone!" I scoffed. The room fell silent.

"I'm sorry, I'm just a little touchy at he moment. Please don't take that too seriously." I pleaded.

"It's fine, your phone has a lot of messages from your brother though, you might want to look." Andy said with a smile as he passed me my phone.

"Why do you have it?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.

"I took it out of your pocket to call your parents but you don't have anyone saved as mum or dad. Why is that?" He questioned me.

"I havn't seen my mum in years and me and my dad don't exactly get along." I replied as I scanned through my messages.

"What do you mean?" Ashley asked, looking at me with curiosity.

"It's a long story, it doesn't matter anymore anyway." I sighed. I was still shocked that I had woken up on the tour bus of my favourite band, they had saved my life. I was grateful that they helped me but mostly, I was grateful to be away from Oli and his band.