Keith's diary

Keiths diary 2, Ice-skating??

Dear diary?     19•1•18
God that still sounds so cliche but , anyway. So I skipped a few days of writing sorry.
I've been considering a lot of things lately, for one, sky just moved out and now it's just Casey and I with the occasional visit from a friend or family member. The house which has 5 bedrooms and two bathrooms now only has two people living here. It's insane!  And kinda lonely considering Casey usually works 5am-5pm on weekdays and is usually to exhausted on weekends.

Two, being my best mate Shiro. Whenever I go through crap he's always there and I know that he knows that i'll always be there for him. For an example he literally came over the other day at 10pm because I was sad. So yeah best friend award of the year goes to my nearly 10years long friend Shiro. Shiro and I went shopping yesterday for some school stuff and someone commented on his scar that sits on the bridge of his nose. he laughed and managed to improvise this whole story on how he was saving a cat from a tree or something. I couldn't help but laugh because he is the only one who knows how he got the scar.
The story changes every time but I can't help but wonder~

Another thing on my mind is Lance. He is one of my best friends even though he's a total douchbag and a bisexual flirt. He holds my longest crush record of 5 months! It would have been longer if he wasn't a bit of a jerk to me the last time we talked. Because it's the holidays we haven't talked since then and I actually miss him. Oh god I sound so desperate but understand that he can be sweet... But he can also be a fucktard. Should I bother texting him? Should I say hello? Or do I leave it? Not say anything?

Why is this emotional bullshit so difficult?

Sincerely Keith Xx

Keith closed his small red journal and hid it in his draws. Once it was hidden under some papers Keith felt satisfied that he had somehow convinced himself to write another entry.

The time was around 6:00 and he had promised to go ice skating with sky at 7:00. He decided he wanted to get some practice in before his birthday  party.

Casey had always loved it when the pair got along so she agreed on taking time out of her 'busy' schedule to drive Keith to Sky's current residence.

So, the raven-haired boy had a few minutes before they had to leave considering Casey was still feeding her chickens.

Keith stood up from his bed and glanced at the time,

6:11

The small boy was wearing a red shirt with black skinny jeans. He grabbed a hoodie just in case, but he never really got cold on the ice.

He brushed his hair into a small pony tail with his fringe stubbornly sticking out. Tieing his shoelaces he heard the familiar voice of his foster mum calling him.

"ready to go Keith?" Casey was the most kind person he knew, she was beautiful too. But he still kept his distance, he couldn't really handle any more disappointment in his life.

"yeah, I'll be down soon!" Keith shouted downstairs through his bedroom floor.

When Keith was ready he went down stairs and acompinied Casey in the car.

Keith had his L's but as usual he was lazy and let Casey take over the wheel whilst he enjoyed the view from the front seat.

The drive was alright, he was always permited to use the cars aux cord so he happily sung along to his music (mainly consisting of make out monday, P! Atd, FOB, MCR and a mixture of musicals). Casey was slowly becoming familiar with the songs and was able to hum along whilst tapping her foot or lightly bobbing her head.