I want him back.
Everything turned out this fucked up because of a misunderstanding.
Everything could be fine.. I could be happy.. but I'm not. I can't bring myself up to getting happy when he's not by my side. it's not possible.
I wanted to make this work. We were near perfect.
I want this to work again.. I really do.
We hurt one another. I cried when you told me you think of other girls or look at their butts idfk..
This day was so fucked up.
But I broke a promise. I did it again. I wrote my last fucking suicide letter.
And it will be the last.
I don't want this life without you as my boyfriend.. as my husband.
I didn't lie when I said I love you. I really fucking do and I ever will. You was the best that could happen to me.. and now?
fuck!!!!
I want you back so fucking bad.. I can't live without you. and I don't see me surviving without you.
I want us to last. I need that.. I need your love and especially you.
YOU ARE READING
shait
PoetryHellow People.. here we are again. I wanted to start a new book for 2018 and yeah.. here it is. I hope you enjoy my thoughts, written down when I was bored, frustrated or went through a mental breakdown. Or when I was extremely Happy! I'll try t...
