Today is the day. The day I waited 8 years for. I always wanted to turn 16. I always fangirled about the boys and girls on TV because they were 16. I don't feel different because I'm one year older but I have to say that I'm proud of myself.
I can say that I rocked my oral exams, my issues doesn't seem that big anymore and I'm happy.
Today also my holidays started and I will get snake bites :3
In my holidays I want to take time for myself and treat myself a little better I want to work out and do some stuff for school. Maybe I'll meet some friends but this won't be my priority.
Of course will have more time for my internet friends and I will take some for them but want to distance myself a little bit from my friends I got in real life because the past few weeks were too much for me. I still will be there for my friends if they need me. But I don't really want to meet anyone to be honest. Does that make me a bad friend? I hope not. just want some time for myself. lol...
However.. I'm just really exited for Saturday because I will celebrate my Birthday with some friends. (I know that all of this sound illogical but celebrating my birthday is a must for me.. I don't know why)One thing I'm also really proud of is that I colored my hair. before I had like a dark blond and now I have dark brown (almost black) and violet streaks and I'm totally in love with the result.
My hair is n general a little darker wich I'm totally in love with and the violet spices everything up. Going darker with your hair can be pain in the ass but I already been through all of that so that won't be a big deal for me doing the same bleaching-process again.
that's the general life Update.. In the next few days I want to write chapters about my friends, so if anyone of my friends is reading this.. Please let me know ^^
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PoetryHellow People.. here we are again. I wanted to start a new book for 2018 and yeah.. here it is. I hope you enjoy my thoughts, written down when I was bored, frustrated or went through a mental breakdown. Or when I was extremely Happy! I'll try t...