Under the mask

Chapter 27

Finn was in a mood, it was obviously a big step for him, to get help.... he didn't like being cared for, he was very independent and she needed to question him about it

She figured Now wasn't the time as he just almost died. She was upset that he would do that to himself when he was doing so well

"Do you want anything from the coffee machine finn?" She asked him, getting up. He just looked out of the small window in his room

He really was in a mood

She walked over to him and held his face softly, her fingers trembled over his stubble, as always

"Finn I know your annoyed but please don't take it out on me, please" she said and kissed his cheek lovingly

"Im just-......" he stopped and sighed

"Never mind" he finished and went back to looking out of the window

She kissed his cheek again and decided to get him some water instead of coffee. She walked down the empty halls, trying not to get lost in this huge hospital

She got to the machine and put her money in. When she got the essentials, she proceeded to walk back down to Finns room

When she got back finn was still the same, staring at the window. He was depressed and angry and she knew it

She went beside his bed and handed him his water, he thanked her and held her hand as he looked out into the view of the buildings

"Finn..." She asked for his attention which he actually gave

"Yeah?" He asked

"I miss you" she stayed looking at him so sincerely that it could have burned him alive

He frowned at her statement

"I'm not sure what you mean Rachel" he said clearly confused

"Well your in a mood with me, and you've just been really dry. I'm sorry if I've done anything finn but-"

He cut her off as soon as she said that

"Hey, you've not done anything I'm just really fucked" he smiled and motioned her to come and lay beside him

"Finn I done it earlier but I don't want to hurt your arms" she said but finn just pulled her over to him

Her head was on his chest, she could hear his steady heartbeat. It was so soothing to know that she got him to the hospital just in time or none of this would have been happening

They sat in a comfortable silence together as they looked out of the little window out to New York City

Finn looked down to Rachel and kissed her head

"I'm so sorry baby" he whispered just loud enough for Rachel to hear, she looked up at his face which was filled with tears

She used her hand to wipe his tears away, she pulled his face down to kiss her, she missed being in his embrace and sharing short kisses and so much love

"Listen.... you scared me, but there is absolutely nothing to be sorry about finn.... I love you and I really hope that you never do it again... if you ever feel the urge just tell me" she said running her fingers through his brown hair

"I know I scared you... fuck I scared myself but it felt as if all 4 walls were closing in on me. I felt as if I needed to be punished for what I done to you with Olivia...."'he explained yet again regaining tears

"I love you and we will get through this together ok? I believe in you" she smiled and kissed him again with so much more passion

"I love you more.... what did I do to deserve a walking angel like you?" He smiled

Rachel kissed his neck lovingly and buried her face into the crook of his neck and started placing little kisses on it

He smiled

"If I wasn't in this bed, without my scars.... I would be 9 inches deep inside you by now" he winked

She bit her lip and licked his bottom lip

"Well I guess you will have to recover before you get these" she said massaging her breasts

"Your such a tease" he huffed

"That I am" she smiled and kissed him again

This wasn't the best chapter guys but forgive me, I've had writers block and it's been killing me. Love you all 😘💖❤️💗💝💕