[Trigger warning: mentions death and suicide] (Geesus y'all I'm looking back at this story and oml I truly apologize if I triggered anyone with this scene I never thought of putting a warning until now)
Once we get back to the camp, we notice it's still dark out and everyone's still asleep. We walk into our cabin and Brendon is snoring his heart out while Pete looks really soft and delicate asleep. I hop onto the top bunk and try to get some shut eye. [nightmare begins] I'm standing in snow. Everything looks so pretty, like a white wonderland. I try to start walking. Every step makes me sink deeper and deeper into the snow. I see Frank up ahead. I hear.......crying? "Gerard, Gerard please wake up." He's looking down at something. It's my body. I try to tell him it's not me, that it's not real, but no words come out. Frank pulls out a gun. "I can't live without you, you mean too much to me." He pulls the trigger. [nightmare ends] I wake up with tears streaming down my face. I try to whisper out. "Frank?" Of course it comes out muffled. Silence. "Frank?" I try again. Still nothing. "Frankie?" comes out like a whimper. Frank gets up and rubs his eyes. "What is it Gee? It's 2am and I need my beauty sleep." Thank god he's alive! I get quieter. "I'm sorry, did I wake you?" He notices my tone of voice. He gets up and peeks out at me. His voice fills with concern. "What's wrong sweetheart?" I look down at my hands. They're shaking. "I- I had a nightmare." He doesn't reply for a few minutes. "Come here then." He holds out his arms. I scramble off the top bunk and bury my face in his neck, tears flowing down my cheeks again. He leads us into his bed. "Do you wanna talk about your nightmare?" I shake my head viciously. He sighs. "That's fine." He lies down and gently pulls me down with him. He wraps his arms around me again. I feel safe. He rubs my back and I slowly stop crying. He reaches to move my hair away from my face. "I don't like seeing you upset. I like your smile better. Your eyes always light up when you smile." I shut my eyes. He holds me closer and does something I never thought he'd do. He sings to me, slow and sweet. 'Merrily we fall out of line, out of line. I'd fall anywhere with you, I'm by your side. Swinging in the rain humming melodies, we're not going anywhere until we freeze. I'm not afraid anymore, I'm not afraid. Forever is a long time, but I wouldn't mind spending it by your side.' He continues singing as I fight to stay conscious. I don't want to miss any of his singing, but sadly I can't resist the comfort of sleep. Frank's voice is slowly tuned out as darkness takes over me.
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Maybe Summer Camp Isn't That Bad With You Here
Fanfic(Mostly Gerard's POV) (This is my first story, so it won't be the best.) Gerard is a broken boy that has to go outside and participate in this summer camp. He's always hated social interaction and now he's being forced to do one of the many things h...
