I'm silently screaming for help at the top of my lungs .. I'm begging for mercy .. I can't breathe right now .. The pain is closing up my throat and the air can't get out. I'm suffocating... Please someone just hold me. . I don't want to be alive . give my life to someone who deserves it.. Someone who won't waste it with suicidal thoughts . give my life to someone who will cherish it .. Bc I can't. I can't anymore. Ive had a taste of love and it burns like a thousand raging fires in my soul .. It has torn me to so many shreds I can't sew the pieces back together anymore. . I'm done . take me away