'tonight is one of the worst nights in my entire life' she said for the 7,463 time in the past month . pain , is something that has solemnly consumed her whole . every night she is being drowned and killed viciously by a sea of depression. Worst part of it all is she can't swim. She can't say herself even if she tried. The darkness that surrounds her has become more familiar than any type of light that has attempted to come her way. People always say how life is ' all peaches and cream' but lil do they know its nothing but depression anxiety and internal pleading and screams . for her ; things are different. Sadness has become more of a hobby to her than it is a daily emotion. Yes , she may seem like nothing is wrong . and all is fine but I promise u if u were to take a deep look into Her eyes you'd they are as lifeless as the corpse they just lowered 6 ft under.
