I have a beautiful girl , who's personality has swept me off my feet , and makes me smile from ear to ear. Although .. I am still not content. I catch myself being covered by the dark gruesome shadow that once blocked out my view of light before.. I fear for my future that i might be possibly broken . what if there are missing pieces in my heart , and without them I'll never be complete . an unsolved puzzle , an unsolved mystery. Though there is no mystery , only misery. A lifetime of it ..