//Left Handed//1D Fic

1<The Party~ pt.1>

" I'm actually kind of glad you convinced me to come" I smiled genuinely at my friend, Kiara, for the first time in the whole party. I swayed my body to the beat of the music earning a jokingly judge-mental glare from Kiara.

Most of my party time was just me moping and being a brat since I couldn't stay home and sleep.

I loved sleep.

After a while though, they played a couple songs I liked and I started to feel it. I even started to dance.

They played:

•Bruk off Yuh Back -by Koshens
•Wiggle- by Jason Deluro ft. Snoop
•Here - Alyssa Cara

Those were really all I needed to get me in the party mood honestly. I even drank , even though I'm 16(just moved from 10th grade).

I know, I know, it stunts your growth,ruins your livers , blablabla but I was in my zone, and I'll be damned if some side effect was gonna put me in a sour mood again.

I was 5'3, and frankly I didn't care if I grew or shrunk.. It didn't matter to me.

" Oh really? " She glared at me playfully, moving slightly to ' Girls/Girls/Boys' by Panic!AtTheDisco, which was just ending.

I grinned " Definately ". I didn't know if it was the alcohol, or maybe the vibration I felt every time the speakers sung but I was in a good mood now. I'd maybe go to parties more often.

" Now? After there's like one hour left? " She chuckles, tipping her cup of Hennessy to her lips as if it were nothing. I hadn't realized how much time of me being grumpy passed by but now seeing that the party was almost over I knew it'd been long.

Most of that time, I was on my phone wasting battery life since I was unsure how to act. Now I know I should have saved the battery life incase my bestfriend was drunk and unable to drive. She obviously wasn't driving me home in this condition.

After looking around at the flashing red and purple lights, the people around me enjoying themselves and dancing on each other I got up, and put my phone in my pocket.

HA. That's a lie.

I got up after a Caribbean song I knew very well played. I mean if there were more people of carribean upbringing here, I'd have danced much harder.

I couldn't help myself.. plenty of people couldn't help themselves.

" Yep. The thirty minutes I've been having fun was enough for me. " I shouted over 'New Rules' by Dua Lipa blasting.

It actually wasn't. I longed for more time to enjoy myself.

I just needed to convincing myself to come out here was as much worth it as it felt.

"I really have to go pee " I blurt randomly at the feeling of my bladder telling me I'd pee myself in front of everybody. Recalling where the bathroom was from my frequent pity trips at the start of the party, I quickly went on my way.

I traveled up the stairs into darkness in search of the bathroom. The stairs and upstairs was much darker than down there, almost pitch black.

I let my hands travel along the walls feeling for the third door on the right.

I patted the walls and doors rougher than I intended, feeling each and every paint bump and peel.

" Hey what gives?! " A guy yelled out from a bedroom, earing a chuckle from a girl in that same room right after. I thought it was disgusting for people to sneak off in somebody's house and have séx. Especially in somebody's bedroom, I mean respect?