//Left Handed//1D Fic

28<Deep, Dark Secrets>

My eyes widen as I glance at Niall who's stare hardens. He and Harry have a stare off but Harry wins, and Niall eventually looked away, simply slipping his hand in mine for comfort.

Nobody really speaks for a while and eventually everyone leaves the table to do their own thing. Calum, Michael, and Louis went to hang out in the basement. Liam went to the livingroom with Kiara and Zayn, and Rowan the tag along to watch some cd's on the DVD player, and Me, Niall, and Harry were still at the table.

" Well Saphire, let's go. " Harry says finally, placing his plate on top of the stack of everyone elses dirty plates.

I freeze but Niall leans over subtly by my ear and whispers "Just go, I'm coming too. "

I breathe, trusting Niall. I don't know why I should get in trouble for defending myself. I don't know why I should get in trouble even if I were the one who started it(I wasn't). He wasn't my father! He should stop acting like he contributed in conceiving me.

Harry isn't looking at us and just gets up and begins to walk expecting me to follow. Me and Niall both do so, and it isn't until we reach upstairs that Harry notices Niall.

" Niall, I said Saphire. " Harry watches him with annoyance, blocking his bedroom door with folded arms.

I just look between the two, being attacked by both of their different scents. Both were good, but each was so different. Harry smelled like old spice, but way more pleasant While Niall smelt kind of woodsy-manley.

I didn't know how they remembered to bring cologne on this journey but they did.

" She's my girlfriend. So you can't touch her and you know it. " Niall retaliates with venom on his angry words. I liked the sound of being his girlfriend. Not only because he was in my age range, and the sweetest of them all. But also because he offered me protection against Harry

Harry smirks, " About that. Is this completely true Niall? " Harry raises a brow. I didn't know why he and Zayn found it hard to believe a situation with Niall and a girl. He was cute, and sweet. I didn't get it.

Niall glances down at his feet, " Why would I lie? ".

Harry shrugs before turning to me now. " Saphire is this true? Did you at least let him know of all the things we've done together? " He raises a brow and smirks.

Together? He almost makes it sound like it'd been consensual when in reality, none of it was. Not even 1 percent.

I hear Niall huff and I look at the ground. This conversation honestly was so unnecessary. What was it for?

" Or Niall... " Harry trails with a thoughtful smile.

" Should I tell her what you and I've done? " Harry continues and my eyes widen. My heart starts to pound in my chest like it was going to escape, and confusion washed over my brain causing it to hurt.

Was Niall.. Was Harry..

No!

This had to be a misunderstanding! It seemed impossible.

"I was young.. you made me! " Niall declares as a response, avoiding meeting my gaze as I watched him with confusion.

I didn't know for sure what they were talking about but I had an idea. My idea though, was something I refused to believe.

"I didn't make you do anything. You wanted to Niall. Play innocent, but your eyes said different. " Harry continues leaning against the frame of his door. I didn't want to believe it! Did Harry... rape Niall?