//Left Handed//1D Fic

17<Hand in Hand>

" Saphire!" Kiara let go of Zayns hand and ran toward me. Instantly I rolled my eyes and looked away from her,leaning a bit more on Niall and looking instead at Nialls lap. I'll admit, it was awkward. But I couldn't look at her because I knew I'd forgive her. What she's done was not forgivable.

"Saphire, come to bed soon alright? " Harry said emotionlessly to me rhetorically as a bunch of footsteps followed past us. I heard him, but didn't answer. The thought of sleeping beside him wasn't my main focus right now.

" You alright? " Louis whispered to me softly, barely loud enough for me to even hear. I don't answer, I instead lean even furthur into Niall, my head on his chest now.

I was afraid to reply, almost as afraid I was to look up but it was so awkward to look away with the feeling of eyes on you.

I felt Nialls hand reach around me to my opposite shoulder and he began to rub my arm as if to tell me it was okay. But it wasn't. The hurt I felt inside was enough to fill a corn feild.

" Saph, Liam fired at me and missed. The second time when he was about to, Zayn stood infront of me. He saved me. " Kiara stood infront of me using a questioning tone. She seemed to want to go back to how things were, but I just didnt know how we could.

" Oh " It's all I can manage to say. It's all that I want to.

I finally look up and see Zayn beside her, but as soon as I look he looks away, shoving his hands into his pockets.

If we were under normal circumstances and she held hands with zayn because of that I'd be annoyed. He still ruined her life! But since the circumstances are like this, I didn't care. I didn't want to.

When she escaped, she only cared about her. Maybe that was a sign for me to only care about me.

Kiara gasps, and I can tell she's shocked. I just dont know why. Did she expect me to be pleased?

" Zayn I hope you'll punish her for trying to leave, she could have ruined our lives bud " Niall sighs, and it entirely shocks me. All this time Niall has been nothing but nice to us. Now, he was only being nice to one of us.

I can tell Kiara is taken aback by his response because she furrowed her eyebrows at me.

I look away and glance at Zayn, who's attention now has been caught. "It was a big misunderstanding. Although wrong, I'm the only one willing to put it into perspective" he mumbles holding his hand out to his sidd for Kiara to take.

Okay, so Zayn the criminal with so much to lose had the ability to put it into perspective but I couldn't. I guess because Zayn had a crush on her, and her leaving didn't hurt him. Like it hurt me.

"What? What perspective are you talking about? " I glare sitting up, my voice still calmer that it'd be any other day. Niall simply re-adjusts his hand on my shoulder, still keeping me warm.

I glance at Louis who's watching fully intrigued. None of us felt like saying much. I'd hate to say it, but if Kiara was going to run away, she should stay away. I didn't want to see her after what she did.

"What? Saphire... do you think I was trying to leave you?! "She exclaims, but I only shrug leaning back onto Niall. I was so damn tired! Whatever happened, happened. All I wanted to do was get over it and go to bed.With Harry.

I didn't even know why I was willing to.

" Saphire, she left to look for you. When Harry had you locked up she thought you left her. She didn't know where you were. "Zayn tries to make me understand whatever story she's told me but I needed to think.