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Panimula

Some of us love kpop, kdrama, and Korean celebrities. We live as if our idols are with us and my first fandom experience on that day when I already know the word crush .

I felt the beautiful ambiance of surroundings blended with the gentle melody. Some people are used to listen the music and enjoying saunter in the park. I stopped in the shop and I saw the wallpaper of a man displayed in the glass, he have a charming small eyes, pink kissable heart shaped lips, broad v shape chin, and little bit white fair skin, he wore blue tuxedo and piercings. He is looking in the side view while his hand touched the wall. For the first time in my life I'm attracted to a man.

I pulled the glass door then I come close to the counter "Give me the laminated pictures please"

The operator searching the pictures on the table. He gave me the lamination pictures.I gazed the wallpaper again and I think about the idea.

"Uhm may I have photo print?"

"Ok, just give me your soft copy Miss"

"Ah, aniyo please search the picture in the internet " I pointed my index finger to the wallpaper.

Afterwards he finally gave me the picture. I'm happily touched it.

This must be crazy thing happen in my life. I felt giddy everytime I saw his picture. I searched his photos on the internet and uploaded it in my social media account. I edit his photo with a caption of Love and heart shaped on him. I wrote poem for him.

Glowing is the meaning of him
Shine in the midst of agony
Sweet melody is his voice
Blending in the music of summer

I giggled "You're my inspiration.Omo! you're so cute" I said while I glanced dreamily to his photo. I touched the screen of my laptop I am sad the thought that "You're a superstar only pair off to the same level. It is impossible that a fan and idol collide" all I could say. I don't want my dream turned into a kdrama I just want to be true.