Work Hard Play Hard >> Louis Tomlinson

1.4

••• LAUREN'S POV •••

Louis's face is so close to mine, he's leaning in and I started to aswell.

I don't really know what's happening but feeling his thumb graze my cheek is definitely a nice feeling. Knowing what was coming next I parted my lips and saw Louis smirk.

Finally he closed the gap between us and his lips were on mine.

My head seemed to be swirling and I could feel this spiralling happening in the pit of my stomach. I don't know what's happening but it made my knees go weak.

Leaning forward even more I felt myself putting almost all my weight on Louis.

He scooped me off my chair and we are now both standing, with me leaning against the table and him with his arms both side of me while I had my hands tangled his hair.

We pulled away naturally and I kept my eyes closed but he kept our faces close and I could feel his breathe on my cheek.

Opening my eyes I saw his gorgeous blue ones.

This tour might be awkward now.

••• LOUIS' POV •••

I could still feel a pump of adrenaline in my head after the kiss and my stomach seemed to be churning, that was some kiss.

Once Lauren opened her eyes I still had my hold on her and she didn't make a sound or movement of complaint about the situation so I don't actually know if she liked it.

Leaving definitely will be worse now, she was everything and I would just be leaving her behind. We had become so close and I wanted to be closer but I can't ask her if she feels the same way when in 5 days I'll be leaving.

"Louis?"

"That was some hell of a kiss."

I don't hold back on telling her, if I'm leaving she deserves to know how I feel and during tour I'll get over her.

I'll make sure I don't see her again.

"Lauren, over the past weeks - I - um..."

How do you say this? Lauren, by the way I managed to develop a crush on you within 3 weeks and that kiss we just shared... yeah... it like blew mind...

That just doesn't sound right, especially since I'm leaving.

"Lauren, I really like you."

She dropped her head down making my lips come in contact with her forehead and I gave her a kiss while she thought.

"Louis, I - I..."

She doesn't feel the same way. Wow this hurts... a lot actually.

She was still trying to find the words to say to me but I cut her off.

"It's okay Lauren, I'm leaving anyway so things won't be awkward and since you don't feel the same way... we can just be... friends?"

God that sounded pathetic. I may not have a shot of being in a closer relationship with her but being friends is enough and I can always move on will I'm on tour without her.

••• LAUREN'S POV •••

I'm starting to regret not telling Louis about me coming on tour. He just admitted having feelings for me.

I really don't know what to say to that because I'm not sure about my own feeling and the way he said friends, just made me cringe for some reason.

This just seems to be confusing.

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Update woohoo!!

Also on the bright side I did get concert tickets!!! Over the moon at the moment!!!

- EM XX