Work Hard Play Hard >> Louis Tomlinson

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LAUREN

Going on tour seems like a bad idea.

Louis told me about his feelings and all and the other day he told me that he understands that I don't feel the same.

The truth is though whenever Louis brings up the whole matter I can't find the courage to talk.

My mouth goes dry, a lump in my throat grows and a swirl of some sort happens in the pit of my stomach.

I don't know why but it happens, it just does. I did get myself a job for a few weeks though.

Mums friend has to go to a 4 month business trip and can't take her daughter for some reason? I have a feeling she's one of those parents that put their careers before their kids.

Anywho, I landed the job of the nanny, since the mum owns a big company or something it's really good pay aswell.

Louis is leaving tomorrow and I'll be saying goodbye at the airport early in the morning.

Eating ice cream on the lounge I can feel the tears coming on as I watch 'The Notebook', the movie I borrowed from Louis.

Ding Dong. The sound of the doorbell catches me off guard and I push back the tears so I don't embarrass myself in front of whoever is at the door.

Opening up the entrance I see a face I didn't expect, Louis?

"Lou, what's up?"

"Loz, just hear me out."

I nod as I wait patiently for him speak.

"You already know I have feelings for you so I won't say it again.."

Here are the swirls in the pit of my stomach.

"Lauren, your beautiful, kind, sweet, funny. I don't understand why I feel like this, no offence, but whenever I'm around you I have to control my stutter and I get nervous..."

Cue the lump in my throat.

"I need to do one thing before I leave for tour... Can I-I come in please?"

I moved aside from the door frame giving him enough space to let him in.

Shutting the door I turned around and in one swift movement, I was gently pressed against the door.

Louis' lips were on mine.

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Sorry really short the next one will be longer.

- Em xx