Work Hard Play Hard >> Louis Tomlinson

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LOUIS

After landing management were kind enough to give us one day of rest. Which is unusual but apparently there is a new leader in management but she said that she'll be arriving the next day.

Today though we have a photo shoot and a meet and greet, then tomorrow the tour bus will be arriving.

The photo shoot was a snooze and the whole time I couldn't focus because there was a girl standing as an assistant that looked like Loz.

I can't seem to take my mind off of her, everything about her. The second time I kissed her at her house I kept whispering between kisses that it was wrong but she never did anything to stop my kisses and she kissed back with just as much passion.

We didn't actually didn't do anything except kiss for about 10 minutes so basically it was just a make put session.

The experience made saying good bye just as hard. I bet she hasn't even thought about me, besides she needs someone that can actually be with her the whole time not travelling the world instead of laying with her.

Cuddling like we used to, to stroke her blonde hair and sing her to sleep like I used to. Someone better.

The boys all noticed my strange behaviour but the only one to talk to me about it was Niall.

"Bud, what's wrong?" I heard an Irish accent.

We were sitting in our hotel room we shared, I'm laying on my bed staring at the ceiling with depressing thoughts about Lauren flowing in my mind.

Niall on the other hand was jumping up and down on his bed.

"Nothing, Ni, just thinking that's all."

"Are you thinking about Lauren?"

His question takes me back, but the sound of her name coming out Niall's mouth just seems surprising considering they've only met about 3 times.

"How'd you know?" I reply finding no point in lying.

"I see the way you look at her, when we met Lauren the boys and I watched the whole moment happen, but Liam stopped it."

I feel hear rush to my cheeks as he brings up one of our moments. My face returns quickly to it's normal colour though.

"Why did Liam stop that moment?"

The sound of screeching bed springs from Niall's bed stops and I sit up and look him in the eye.

He sighs before sitting on the edge of the bed and placing his elbows on his knees.

"Liam said that he wanted to know who the girl was, we had never met Lauren and we wanted to see what she's like before you go around kissing her and then getting hurt."

"Well what did you think of her?"

He places his head in his hands and runs his left hand through his hair.

"To tell you the truth Lou, don't you think she's different to the girls that you usually hook up with? I mean you seem out of her league."

His words anger me and my emotions all come out at once.

"Are you kidding me?? Lauren is amazing, if anything she's out of my league!!"

Niall's eyes go wide at my tone and he seems to be so shocked that silence is the only answer I get.

I sigh and mumble an apology that he accepts.

Lauren started all this drama but I'm going to finish it.

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Pretty shitty but Loz and Lou will meet again... hehe