Work Hard Play Hard >> Louis Tomlinson

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••• LOUIS'S POV •••

I just invited Loz over to hang out, we've been hanging out a lot lately and I've really enjoyed her company. Loz just always finds a way to make me smile.

I'm really going to miss Lauren when I go for tour, but I'm glad to be leaving for tour for one definite reason.

I started developing feelings for Lauren and I couldn't let that happen, especially when she doesn't feel the same way.

Leaving for tour means I can take a break from her for 10 months and maybe lose my feelings. I learnt that heart break hurts the hard way. Eleanor.

Before I leave for tour though I'm going to make sure I spend every moment I can with her until I leave.

When she met the boys though, it was quite an awkward moment, I don't even really know what happened I guess it was just a spur of the moment kind of thing.

The thought of her lips so close to mine just makes me grin, Loz really is such a great person and she's absolutely beautiful. Eleanor and I are officially over and when I announced it in an interview Loz was there to comfort me, I didn't even really need comforting having Lauren there was enough for me.

I've got dinner ready, it's like a thing we always do. One night I make dinner the next she does and Lauren makes the best lasagna.

*Ding Dong*.I hear which is pretty strange considering I know Lauren just normally let's herself in but when her face appears in my kitchen with me I stop stressing.

"Stop pulling a face like that you look funny." She giggles.

I feel my face all scrunched up and turn my facial expression back to normal.

She pulls an award winning smile and turns around. "Just going to the bathroom." She yells from the hallway.

Once Lauren comes back I've put the dinner on the table and admire the amazing spaghetti I've made.

Loz enters the room and sits down with me wide eyed. "What?" I ask.

"You seem to put a lot of work into this Louis, you shouldn't have put this much effort into dinner for me" I chuckle.

"That's ok babe." Woah, did I just call her babe. That as an accident it just slipped out.

She looks up at me for a second surprised but the covers up by starting to eat. I have no idea what happened.

I don't seem to notice but I can feel myself smiling at the way she blushed. She just looked so cute.

"Uuhh.. Lou?"

"Yeah."

"Did you even hear what you just said."

"Uh.. I think so?"

"You just said I look cute when I blush."

Oh crap.

"Yeah.. so?" Wow what a fail of covering up, especially from the sass master of Doncaster.

"You don't compliment me normally."

What is she talking about? "Yes, I do."

"No you don't."

I think this through and realise I have complimented her once or twice.

"Yes I have." She looks me dead in the eye.

"Fine, Louis tell me one thing that you like about me and I'll count that as compliment."

One thing that I like about her. I can't tell her just one there's too many.

"Fine... But this is going to be one long list, I love the way you laugh at all my jokes, I love the way you have crinkles by your eyes when you smile, I love the way you always agree to play soccer with me, I love how your Australian accent sounds when you wake up, I love how you dance or sing at the most random times, I love how you look when your deep in thought, I love the little brown specks inside your eyes that you can only see when I'm.. this... close...."

Leaning in to her face again while she was sitting right next to me, I saw her lips part...

I knew kissing her was just going to make leaving for tour even harder and will just confuse Lauren a lot more, but I just had to do it. Maybe if there is no sparks I'll finally get over her.

I couldn't help but notice she started to lean in too.

Well here it goes...

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