Dark Thoughts

The Quiet

I need their help.
I need them to take away the silence.
I need someone to help me feel again.
I need them to talk to me, and drown out the static in my head.
I need someone to hold me and tell I'm okay.
Because I'm not.
The silence always takes over any noise.
No amount of volume can save me from myself.
Please God let them see that I'm  slowly drowning.
Drowning In my own head.
The static is taking over quietly.
Taking over the positivity in my thoughts.
Taking over my ability to feel.
I can barely feel anything.
I'm going numb.
Please save me.
Help me.
Please help me
Can't you see I'm numb?
Can't you see that I'm drowning?
That I'm sinking further into the sea of static in my head.
Please,
Can you save me from myself?
They don't want to.
I'm annoying them with my constant problems.
Constantly craving affection from them
It Hurts.
It Hurts.
God it hurts.
Because I'm sinking.
Farther and farther away from my happiness.

Can you save me from Myself?