Dark Thoughts

Nothing

Is it normal to feel Nothing?
To feel as if your always stuck in the middle of depression and getting better?
To feel like your always missing a piece of yourself?
That's what I feel like. Always.
That I'm floating and stuck.
Stuck in my own head.
Trapped in a cage with my thoughts.
It Hurts.
None of my coping methods are working.
Music is no longer a barrier
Drawing is no longer a venting method.
Hell, Even writing is becoming ineffective.
I'm falling
Falling faster
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Help me