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I broke up with Jason!!!! I feel so free now its amazing. I dont feel one bit bad as well. Me and Molly made a list at school in maths which was as funny as always and Nia helped me at explorers too, bu texting me 'LEAVE HIM NOW' as soon as i got home. I love her but shes a bit of a cow. She knows self harm triggers me in a way i dont even know but she always has to do it then show it of like its a good thing. I think it was last week where i had enough of it, people found a bunch of nails and pretended to cut and she pulled me aside and told me, I lost it. I burst into tears right there and i couldn't stop. We had the best chat though and I think I get my depression now. Talking about cows, me and Jacob are having our first serious conversation and of course its about the controlling bitch herself, Siobhan. Apparently my fellow Russian and bestie Sasha liked him but he never liked her so they talked and he sister zoned her and now shes really upset but siobhan's swooped in and is flirting with Jacob because shes insecure, lonely and controlling. Shits mental what can i say... and its all part of her plan with stealing everything good Laura has, her relationships and now shes targeting her friends.  Im done with her. I think we all are but me and kirsty need badges for surviving her the longest, now that takes skill. 

I also think I broke my toe chasing Nia, because she was planning on calling james and telling him i liked him which is so fucking stupid i cant comprehend. He wasn't at explorers today but he did break a door handle so i think he's trapped in the toilets. Now that would be funny.

Ivy 25/1/18

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