My Life

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He'd rather not have me at all that me to be fat.
My mum tried to convince me its because things are different in russia but there not. Its just my family, they're messed up and old school. Its not until i met Sasha that i realised i was being lied to and that its all him, he doesn't have an excuse any more he's had 20 years now in this country he cant pretend he doesn't understand any more, he's broken me. Everyone loves my dad and wanted to add him on snapchat when i found out he had it but i wouldn't let them because i dont want them to find out who he really is but i guess its too late as i told my school friends already. It was dumb and i panicked so i put it on the group chat.

I want a family like Sasha's because they seem perfect and they balance the language thing so well. I stayed there overnight last night because of Safia's party. It was good at the party but i met quite a few of my friends older siblings and people from my school which was so awkward. Jacob confused me too because some of the time he was ignoring me but others i got hugs and he had his arm around me and i just dont know any more. I might have gotten a tad tipsy and forgotten a section of the night.. whoopsy??

But im done with my dad im not listening to his bullshit or anything anymore, im done.

IVY 3/2/18