-Or Am I Just Crazy...?- Ch. #11

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Juanpa's POV

Lele's head rests against my lower chest while I stroke her blonde hair. Just like every night, always with her.

"Juanpa, why did you leave?" She asks randomly.

"Uh, what?"

"You left me."

Ok, what's up with her?

"I'm right here, Lele. What do you mean?"

"Your dead."

"Your gone."

"You left me."

All I see is darkness, until I'm once again in a random setting. It keeps repeating.

Am I dreaming?

Or am I just crazy...?

Lele's POV

He hasn't woken up.

And he might not...

I could've just lost him forever.

I know exactly how to feel, yet somehow, I'm feeling it but it's 110 times worse.

I swear, I'm going through 10 different types of hell, all in one hour.

I can sit by the door, I can hug Hannah until my heart explodes, but nothing, NOTHING can possibly bring him back if he's gone.

Is he gone?

You have no idea what the torture feels like of not knowing if the most important person in your life is alive or not.

Why can't it just stop?

Why can't everything stop?

The suffering just makes me cry harder into Hannah's shoulder. What else am I going to do?

It took almost all my strength to just lift my arms. Crying into her shirt wasn't really an option seeing as I'm too weak to even walk.

I can tell from the corner of my eye that Twan and Logan's want to wrap their strong arms around me and hug me, but they know why I don't want that.

It reminds me too much of him.

*A couple days later/ Inanna's POV*

Lele won't let us take her home. She's barely left his hospital room.

Randomly, doctors and nurses rush past me, going into room 156.

Juanpa's room...?

Lele's gently but quickly pushed out. All she can do is stand there, wondering what happened.

Voices yell from inside, but the one sentence... the one sentence that makes my heart drop...

"He's loosing his pulse!"

Ok, lemme just say first of all, I'm sorry

I know I've said that a lot in the past couple of days, but I think this one is more important (for a lack of a better word)

...

Yeah... why don't I interrupt this little 'sorry' thing for a minute

I just checked my last update was 3 days ago

And I was mostly saying sorry because yesterday when I woke up, I checked my last update and I must've been really tired or something cuz I thought it said 5 days ago

(Maybe it was a dream, idk)

So I'm still sorry that I took so long and started + watched Vampire Diaries until I got to season 3 episode 19 instead of writing 😂

Yeah, this chapter is pretty short too, but at least there's a cliffhanger

I'm pretty sure gigichaps is next, correct me if I'm wrong

Anyways, I wuv uu ma bootiful Ohio fried chicken nerds 🤘😍

BAIIIIIIIIIII

- slusheee ⚡️

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