"Stigma" Kim Taehyung AU

Autumn leaves

I ran to his apparent with tears in my eyes. He'll probably not say goodbye, other he would have come to me immediately. I quickly walked through the hotel to his room and saw a drawing. A drawing of me, which Taehyung had made way before we were caught.

*Flashback*
"Come on Haneul!" Taehyung said laughing "Sit still, I have to draw you on my best." He smiled at me and quickly sketched some lines. "But I'm sitting here for an hour now, Tae." I said as he smiled again. "Almost done." After a minute he jumped out of his chair and went to sit next to me on the sofa. He handed me his paper and I could clearly see myself, like it was a real photo. "Woah, Tae. This is really good!" I said as I gave him a hug. "You are an artist." His cheeks blushed immediately and he gave me another hug.

*Present*
I looked to the drawing as a tear scrolled down my face. Why was I so stupid? Why did I get so angry? I'm really doubting if I should go tomorrow. Should I go for Taehyung, the person I love? Or should I go on a world tour, which I always wanted? I thought back of the orphanage. Maybe I should have never left it there...

"I want to give you a little advice for if you leave here tomorrow," I waited for him to say something as he lied his hand on my shoulder "Always follow your heart, remember that." He almost whispered like it was a warning.

I thought back of the day I left, and the time my favourite teacher said I had to follow my heart. My heart says Taehyung, but my head says explore. I doubted for a moment but knew I had to go for Taehyung. He was my best friend, the one who helped me through every hard time and the one I fell in love with. It's better if I go look for him and tell him how I feel.

-

After wandering through the whole city I still hadn't found him, maybe he was home already. But when I arrived at his home he wasn't there either. I got really anxious, because what if he's caught again? No. No don't think like that. I have to stay calm and look through the city one last time.

As it poured from the rain I quickly went to the music shop. He wasn't here either, but maybe there were clues. I looked around, but saw nothing. Until I looked to the stones I was walking on. I saw something glittery and picked it up: his earring. After a minute I also saw a piece of black velvet. Chiewon was wearing black velvet when he confronted us. Oh no. I immediately ran to the building I had escaped from. I have to save Taehyung. I quietly sneaked in to see that woman walking. Should I confront her? Or should I hide? Too late, she already approaches me. "Well, well. So you returned here?" I approached her "Where's Taehyung?" I said. "What do you mean? Hehehe-" I quickly came closer and tried my best not to explode "Where is he?" "He's just here for something special. After that you can take him with you." She said "Why is he here?" The woman walked away as I walked with her "You know, we had a promise with our buyers, so we wanted to fulfil it today." "What buyers?" I said not knowing what she was talking about "Don't you know?" She now stood still and laughed very hard "For his wings of course." I looked her into the eyes and my whole world fell apart. Not again. I can't lose him again. "But don't worry, they are busy with him now." "WHERE IS HE!" I screamed "Just search, sweetheart." I wanted to kill her, but there wasn't any time to lose. I ran to the upper room and kicked the door open. I was in a complete rave, I had to do something. I could see some men dressed in white, wearing laboratory accessories. I could also see someone. Someone lying onto the floor with blood on his back. And when I saw him lying there everything went black before my eyes. I just didn't know what I was doing anymore and I went crazy.

-

I opened my eyes to stand in a complete quiet room. I could see a few men lying onto the floor. They were definitely dead, but which monster had done this? After a moment I knew the answer. It was me. What for a horrible monster had I become? A tear rolled over my cheek, but the most horrible thing was yet to come. I ran to the other room and saw Taehyung lying onto the floor. He was wearing a white shirt stained in red blood. Not again. This horrible nightmare repeats itself and this time it's real...