Secrets

The Meeting Part 2

Mr. Moran. The Moran I thought OMG I had sex no I had mind blowing sex with  the man who Lamar needed to endorse him.  Mr. Moran extended his hand and shook Lamar's hand. Lamar Taylor he said great to finally meet you face to face, likewise  said. He almost forgot I was standing there which I didn't care but Mr.Moran said and this is...my wife Crista...I extended my hand and he took it in an enduring way and held on to it for a min before letting it go while saying  it is a pleasure to meet you Crista. When he said those words it felt like my soul was burning. Just as Lamar was going to say something Carlos walked up. I'm so sorry to interrupt but your needed in the common room Lamar it's time to give a short speech. Of course, if you would excuse me, Lamar said to Marcus as he reached out for me to take his hand  waiting for me to comply, but before I could Mr. Moran interrupted actually Lamar if you wouldn't mind I'm not really big on speeches but would love to talk after if you would allow your wife to keep me company. What was he doing I thought Lamar would never agree, Lamar thought for a moment and said alright. He walked closer to me as if he was going to kiss me just to tell me you better not embarrass me and brushed his lips upon my forehead. I took a deep breathe and he walked off with Carlos. Mr. Moran walked closer to me and said in a low seductive voice walk with me he took my hand in his and I followed. So he's your husband huh, I looked at him with sadness in my eyes thinking yeah unfortunately. I'm sorry, I paused for a moment and then continued about last night, he stopped walking and looked me in my eyes, I'm not sorry at all. God I loved his eyes, I could get lost in them. Mr. Moran, he interrupted me and squeezed my hand not hard but gentle as he did in my experience at least.  Marcus please. Marcus, I let go of his hand and turned around to look into the distance before I continued, I don't know what came over me, I paused and looked down I have never done anything like that before, I know you haven't I turned to look at him and asked how could you know. I just do he said with confidence in his voice and continued but when I walked in the bar and saw you all I knew was you were the most beautiful sophisticated women I had ever seen and I wanted to make you happy, your eyes he touched my face were so sad but when we made love they lit up and you were so full of passion. I was speechless again because he was right he made me feel alive. He made me feel things I had never felt hell I thought I would never feel the things he made me feel,  my mind drifted back to last night and his hands on me, he pulled me back to reality with his words. I want to see you again....I knew that this would end bad, last night was well words would not do it justice, but I was a married women and him getting involved with me would be bad for us both, I formed words I have to go, I start to walk away but  he grabs my hand before I am too far away, I don't turn around to face him but he does have my attention, he begins to say if you can he paused,  come to the marina later there is a yacht named Lilac I'll be there in an hour. I just want to talk he assured me. He released my hand and I walked back toward the common room without looking back toward him. I wanted to look back I wanted to take in all of Marcus Moran this beautiful specimen of a man, I think his beauty comes from within, it makes me want to feel his lips move in a kiss upon my lips or feel his hands follow the curves of my body. I closed my eyes and touched my lips. There is  no one feature that makes him so beautiful, though his eyes do come close. From them I could see an intensity that showed how he truly felt, an honesty that made my heart cry and a gentleness that I had never encountered before.  When I finally arrived Lamar was closing his speech out and he noticed me...when he was done there was a round of applause and he stepped from behind the portable and walked toward me. Where is Marcus, he asked? I looked at him with a blank about to form words but before I could respond Marcus walked up. That was a great speech Lamar, thanks Marcus but can I count on your support. Marcus glanced at me then said, We should set a meeting and take sometime to talk so that I can provide an answer that is favorable to us both, do you have time now, Lamar asked? Of course. I watched as they walked away and I found Carlos...Ms Taylor is everything okay, he asked. Actually no Carlos I'm not, can you tell Lamar that I'm leaving, I already called for a car. Are you sure you will be okay Ms Taylor? yes I just need to lye down. Lamar was so busy with Marcus he did not see me leave. As I walked outside the car was pulling up. I opened the door and got in. As we drove away I looked out the window. We came to a stop, I looked out into the distance and took a deep breathe.