Secrets

The Lilac

Crista:

I turned to the driver before exiting the car and said, Thank you. He nodded. I walked away from the car and with every step was questioning myself asking what am I doing? I finally found what I was looking for the LILAC.  Against my better judgement not like I was actually using that lately,  I had the driver take me to the Marina I didn't go home knowing I should have. I found myself at the marina.  It was bigger than any boat I had ever seen but it's beauty was impeccable. After taking in it's beauty I climbed aboard. I looked around for a bit because there was much to explore, but than began to think to myself, why am I here what happened last night can never happen again, but I know being in his company something would be bound to happen, I fell back on the bed in frustration and closed my eyes. What felt like a min was actually an hour, I was startled by the noise and quickly rose from the bed. I got up and went above deck. The boat was not on shore anymore we were in the middle of the ocean somewhere. When did you get here I asked? About 30 mins ago. Why didn't you wake me? He turned around to face me and said you look so peaceful I didn't want to wake you. I got lost in his eyes and could feel the heat rising between us. I tried to focus and said, we really need to go back. He walked closer to me where there was little room in between us, he interlocked our hands and said so seductively. Is that what you want Crista? NO!! I thought but before I could answer his lips crashed onto mine. I needed to pull away, I needed to leave,  but I couldn't my body would not let me I wanted this hell I needed this. He locked his hands in mine and pulled them above my head he broke the kiss and placed his lips on my neck. I closed my eyes to take it all in I didn't want this moment to end. He was intoxicating like a drug and one hit caused me to want more and more. Marcus, I said. He detached his lips from my neck and stepped back. 

Marcus:

I wanted to take all of her in I knew it was wrong but for some reason I didn't care, this was not like me at all. I was responsible, I didn't do relationships and I definitely did not sleep with someone else's wife,  but here I was with a married women but she was so beautiful and so addictive. I have to get a grip if I am going to do this I have to be more careful. This can work can't it.

I should go, she said as she looked at me with inviting eyes. I could get completely lost in her eyes. I did get lost everytime she looked at me. She looked away and said, Lamar will miss me you know he is still pissed about last night. I knew she was right but I didn't want her to go not yet, I moved closer to her and ran my fingers down her back and she bit her lower lip, that was all I needed to know she really didn't want to go. I picked her up and carried her down to the bedroom below. I placed her on the bed, and stood up to remove my shirt never breaking eye contact, I was not letting her go not without feeling her again. If i had a choice i would never let her go. Her body was like no other it was not model like but her curves complimented her made her more irresistible than any other women I had ever encountered. I want you Crista, I said I want you so bad. Want was an understatement I needed her. She knew what I wanted to hear and gave in. I want you she said. I pulled her to her feet and turned her around to unzip her dress, I kissed her back as I unlached her bra and pulled down her underwear. She turned to face me and eased back on the bed resting on her elbows I was so eager, I unbuttoned my pants and let them fall to the floor. I removed my underwear and climbed on top of her. My manhood found he center and she immediately moaned, oh goodness I crave that sound and the feel of her. We moved in a rhythmic motion as I continued to kiss her deeply wanting all of her. I wanted this to last forever. I needed it to. It did not take long for me to get her to climax it was like our bodies were made for each h other and they knew exactly what they needed. I kissed her forehead and held her close taking in all of her.

Crista:
The feeling of being wanted was new to me..I cannot remember the last time Lamar and I had sex with passion, wanting or needing, when we were intimate there was no kissing or touching he kind of bends me over until he feels satisfied, there's no cuddling or touching I don't even feel like there is even love between us. Marcus makes me feel wanted and this feeling is new and exciting and a part of me a big part of me wants it to last forever but the reality is I am married and Lamar would never let me go. He was holding me and all I wanted to do was close my eyes and savor this moment but my phone started vibrating again, I knew who it was and I really did not want to face him or his wrath we still had not addressed last night.

He pulled me close into his body and kissed my head. I know you have to go. I do, I said. He looked me in my eyes just know I don't want you to he said with a devilish smile. I smiled. Thank you Marcus. For what he asked. I smiled again for this. When can I see you again he asked, I sat up and looked away and said I don't know. He kissed my shoulder and got out of the bed, I believe we have arrived back ashore he said. I have a car that can drive you home. I stood up and began to dress, oh he said you left something this morning. He was talking about my under wear I left in such a hurry this morning I left them behind. I smiled keep them I said, He smiled and left the room. I continued putting my clothes on then joined him above deck. I don't want you to go you know that right he said as he raised my chin so I could meet his eyes, yes I know but....he placed his lips upon mine before I could say another word, he broke the kiss and quickly took me by the hand. He was about to follow me off the boat but I turned around and said I got it from here kind sir. He smiled and let my hand go, he watched me walk away until I reached the end of the pier, I turned when I got there and he disappeared from my view, there was a car waiting for me, the driver quickly exited the car and opened the door for me. I entered the car and he quickly closed the door and returned to the driver seat, the ride was quick and quiet. I exited the car, attempted to tip the driver but was informed that everything was taken care of. I stood outside for a moment until the driver had driven away. I took a deep breathe put my key in the door and entered. The house was quiet I could hear voices upstairs but could not make them out. Instead of heading upstairs I decided to head to the backyard and cool off in the pool. I did not care that I did not have a bathing suit on I took off my dress and left on my bra and underwear and jumped in I stayed under the water as long as I could then came up and floated on my back. This was peaceful just what I needed, that was until Lamar came out and interrupted me. What are you doing he asked? A statement I had been hearing a lot from him lately. What does it look like Lamar I said as I got out of the pool. I stood in front of him and asked What do you want why can't you just leave me alone? Where were you last night Crista? Are you still on that Lamar well if you must know I was out and frankly it's none of your business. His hand struck my face. Don't you ever talk to me like that again. I held my face in shock, He had never hit me before this was new for him. Tears began to fill my eyes I hated him so much my blood was boiling I wanted to react in a different way but instead I picked up my dress and started toward my room, he followed me saying I want you to give me a damn answer. I stopped once I got to my bedroom door and turned around to face him. Do you really want to know Lamar because it may not be the answer that your looking for? He looked at me puzzled yet waiting for my response ...I went to a bar Lamar. He looked confused asking himself why would I do such a thing what if someone would have seen me. I did not give him a chance to process what i just said I shut the door behind me and locked it. My phone started buzzing I walked away from the door and looked at my phone. One unread message from an unknown number. I placed the phone against my chest I wanted it to be him, the thought that it could be made me smile. I opened the message and it read...When can I see you again? I smiled and then thought for a moment, I snapped a picture of myself laying on the bed in my underwear and sent it to him, with a text that read you can see me anytime you want.