The Nesscas Bible

Tryna Confess

Ness

Hmm.

What a predicament this is.

My best friend, known him for almost a year now, he's pretty cool, is now my crush.

Now, it sounds pretty normal, right? Yeah, maybe if I was a girl and he was a boy, but no...! I'm a boy! He is too! That's weeeird!

But I really like him. Like really like him. Like kisses and stuff like. Yeah, I know, intense.

But he's a very socially awkward person, so I don't how how he'd take it. I doubt he's homophobic, he's too... Nice to be homophobic.

I'm also very sure he's said he thinks gay people are cooler than straight people. I also think that he said "But you're still the coolest, no matter what you are" But with a little more Lucas spunk and stutter.

Oh yeah, I forgot to introduce him. His name is Lucas. Lots of soft, sticky uppy hair. He wears a lot of yellow. Perfect skin, and with slightly pink cheeks. Super cute uppish button nose, too. He's hard to miss.

He's pretty much perfection in a basket of sunflowers.

But like I don't know how to tell him I like him? Or if I want to tell him at all? Cause like, dude, he can't handle some situations. But I dunno if this'll be one of them or not?

Who knows, maybe he's like the relationship God and can handle this type of thing flawlessly. But I sure as heck can't.

Do I just... Tell him? There's no use in not telling him. Life is all about risks, so... Go for the gold, I guess...

Nah I think I'll just not tell him.

Ever.

But that's pussy talk, and if this situation doesn't make it very clear, pussy isn't my thing.

God, that was gross... I'll just um...

Heck if I know. I kinda just wanna curl into a ball and sleep forever. You know that feeling? Yeah, that one. But, like, not a sad sleep. More of a... Chillaxation time, y'know? Sleeping is a pretty decent way of escaping your own world.

You know what else is? Stalling! Which I'm not doing right now, I'm just... Uh...

Working up the courage! Yeah! Ya see? I'm not stalling, that's stupid.

Funniest thing just popped into my head. Lucas's hair is the same colour as some sand. It also looks a bit like ice cream. Which is funny, cause Lucas really likes ice cream. His favourite flavours are caramel or banana, but never both at once.

Yep, okay, you're right. Maybe I am stalling. But...! I have very good reason to. That reason being I'm nervous. That's right, I'm a chunk nervous. A very large chunk nervous.

I guess I should probably tell him. But I probably shouldn't because, y'know, stuff. How would I even tell him?

Hey, Lucas, I've got a total crush on you. No, too boring.

Yooooooo, Lukey boy, I've got a whopper of a crush on ya, and I think we should go out. Nah, too... Out there.

Knock knock.

Who's there?

Our date.

Our date who?

It's actually "Our date when?", not "Who?".

Too... Stupid.

What about, um... Yeah, just telling him.

Lucas, I've got a crush on you. And, like, I know it's probably super weird and awkward right now, since boys and boys aren't generally a thing around Onett. I don't think they're a thing at Nowhere Islands, either, so, um...