I knew
I felt a tear roll down my face
Turned up the heat to fill the empty space
I got under the blankets and tried to sleep
But it was impossible, all I wanted to do was weep
When darkness finally came, my dreams were littered with you
Memories, thoughts, desires and plans but who knew
Who knew that you were depressed
Who knew it felt like the weight of the world was on top of your chest.
Who knew you'd go home and take a hand full of pills
Who knew that that many kills
Who knew no one would come in time to save you
Who knew
So then I was stuck in that world all alone
Left constantly calling your phone
But then I said to myself I know
I know one day we'll be together
I know that one day no one would be able to separate us ever
I know all it will take is for my heart to stop beating
I know then my soul will leave my body fleeting
So I took one more gulp of water
My mouth full of pills that made my throat burn hotter
My vision got blurry, my mind became blank
My legs wobbled and suddenly I sank
And now here I am with you
We'll be together forever in this separate world of ours because I knew.
