Goodbye - Camren

Monster

WARNING: MENTION AND USE OF SELF HARM 👏🏼

Camila Cabello: "Lauren please reply"

Camila typed on her phone, shaking with tears streaming down her face

Lauren Jauregui: "Leave me alone Camila. I dont fucking care about you anymore."

Lauren is merciless. Camila hurt her, she treated her like nothing, and Lauren had it. She loves this girl, at least she thinks she does.

Camila Cabello: "No please no I'm so sorry Lolo please I cant lose you again."

Camila can't breathe. She's so in love with Lauren. She know she fucked up, and she's trying so hard to make Lauren forgive her, once again.

Lauren Jauregui: "Dont call me that, my name is Lauren Michelle Jauregui Morgado , address me as such."

Camila Cabello: "Lauren Michelle Jauregui Morgado, I'm so so sorry. Please give me another chance, I swear I'll make it worth it."

Camila throws her phone and it hits the ground, the screen shattering, just like her heart. She lets out a strangled scream, and a silent sob after, sinking into the wall.

Lauren Jauregui: "I did Camila. I gave you so many chances and you wasted them. I can't keep letting you hurt me."

Lauren starts crying. Her bandmate, her best friend, her fairytale crush, her supposed girlfriend, had broke her heart beyond recognition and it can't be fixed.

Camila heard her phone go off, but she couldn't bare to see the message. She stood up, and painfully walked to the bathroom. Camila looked at reflection in her mirror. The bags under her eyes stood out with makeup. Her eyes, nose and cheeks, a deep red from crying so hard. Her eyes, bloodshot from the alcohol and drugs she tried using to wash away the pain. Camila punched the mirror and winced at the sight of her blood on her knuckles. Looking back up at the broken mirror, Camila now saw the distorted face of a monster, and that monster is herself.

Between the two hours after Camila punched the mirror and now, Camila had been drinking. Way more than she cared to tell. High off of pain and alcohol, Camila grabbed her nearly broken phone and texted Lauren back.

Camila Cabello: "I tried for you. It's hard to be in love with someone , when they dont feel the same."

Camila laughs loudly, as the drugs fully over take her body and whispers, "Oh Lauren. Pretty little Lauren. You broke me beyond repair." She stood up and walked over to her dresser, where a picture of her and Lauren sat. Camila picked it up, smiling, and as quick as ever Camila cried and threw the frame at the wall, and watched the glass break. She walked over and picked up the glass, and dragged it across her wrist lightly, but not enough pressure to cut the skin. "Lauren , i really thought you loved me." Camila pushs the glass down hard against her skin and watched it spilt, as blood ran down her arm. "Is this what you wanted Lauren?" She threw down the glass and walked back to her phone, and realized Lauren texted back.

Lauren Jauregui: "Maybe you're right. Maybe i never loved you."

Camila read it, and a couple more tears fell from her eyes.

Camila Cabello: "Fuck you."

Lauren saw the message and texted back.

Lauren Jauregui: "Goodbye Camila."

Camila Cabello: "No Lauren please I'm sorry."

Camila was screaming, and she hit send.

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Camila's heart dropped. She tried again and again, and she gave up. She took a picture of the broken photo of her and Lauren and whispered, "Goodbye Lauren, maybe I'll see you around."

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