(COMPLETED) Bachelor's Lust 1: Vladimir Caspian Ford

Chapter XII

Vladimir

Lutang si Emi ng makapasok kami ng yacht, she's never been like this, she's more wierder than today than other days. I notice her body started trembling, hinayaan ko siya— being with Emi in this past 2 weeks is amazing and I'm greatful that I can observe her this close; that I have the chance on knowing her more, but sometimes she had her panick attacks when she can hear negative things about her or something that triggers her that I knoe nothing about. She will start trembling, excessive sweating on her palms, heavy breathing, and even nausea.
I've been bugging Noah about it but he won't give any information until further testing. I want her to check her health ayokong nahihirapan siya ng ganito, I want to know more.

Naglayad ang dala kong yacht papalayo sa bahay ko, gusto kong maranasan niyang mag-scuba dive pero umayaw siya.

"Why do I feel like I've been missing something? Your literally avoiding everything." I told her, I may be a bit frustrated of what is happening but my patience is running low. "I'm not a saint Emi, your hiding something yet I can't force you to tell me because I respect you— but please let me know if this is something that triggers your past and I'll adjust."

"I'm sorry Vlad, you'll hate me if I told you." Sagot niya naman.

"Are you married?!" Galit kong tanong. Napaatras naman siya, her eyes tells me that she's afraid of me. Sorry, baby but o have to do this.

"No Vlad, of course not." Napahinga ako ng maluwag dahil sa sagot niya. Lumapit naman ako sa kanya and hug her tight.

"Then I have no reason to hate you, what may be your past kaya kong tanggapin yun."

I've just heard her sob. I carried her on our dinning table para kumain ng dinner. After what happen mas naging relax si Emi, she's feeling better.

"By the way Emi, when did you start you café? I've been dying to ask you that." I asked and she chuckled.

"Three years ago, I'm still working as a secretary at nakapag-ipon and nag quit din ako after 6 months. Madaling natapos ang café and everything went well kase nakatutok ako sa café.

Rhaine helped me to run it, then I hired two high school students which is Althea and Finley; and of course their moms."

"Why high school students? There are a lot more people who is mpre qualified on the job." I asked, I was curious why would she choose them.

"Ah I've been asked this question for a hundred times haha, well I want to help them nakita ko kase sila before sa isang park malapit sa café, they're studying kahit madilim na, yung poste kasi mahina yung ilaw pero nandoon parin sila, nag aaral. There are times na Gabi na ako nakauwi and nandoon sila sa ilalim ng mesa sa park natutulog. So yun I offered them some help para matulog but they insisted to work para daw mabayaran yung kabaitan ko."

I smiled, I think I fall for her again because of her kind heart.

"You have a big heart Coffee."

"So do you Vlad."

Our dinner went well and we're inside our room technically sleeping but I can't sleep, I've been thinking what happen to her in the past and its bugging me.

Around 12 in the midnight I heard her groan, parang nasasaktan siya. She's shouting, I hold her wrist from keeping her hurting herself. She's panicking and she's  crying, kaya binitawan ko ang kamay niya.

I hugged her, she's pushing me, biting me at any chance she had, scratching me, and even begging to be freed. I don't want to think about that cruel thing but I'm not stupid not to tell.