It's still you

Encounter

Perrie's pov

C'mon Perrie we'll take you to your detention, Zayn said
Please let us just to make it up to you, Leigh added
Ya'll can stop talking and just stand up jeez, Jesy said while standing
"Oh Jes hahah, well wat'cha waiting for? Com'on guys haha. I said while smilling.

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Here you go young lady, be a good girl mmkay? Zayn said while hugging me
"Yeah yeah byeee guys.

When i opened the door no one was there but i saw a familiar bag, too familiar to be exact then i remembered who owns it. Jade? I muttered.

Perrie?

I looked around and saw Jade by the door, she was wearing a simple outfit but for me she looked so gorgeous. I'm trying to be strong and let her think that i moved on but my love for her was stronger, we stared at each other for a while there was a massive distance between us.

"Oh hi, i said with no emotions
You also got detention? She said while coming near me
" well yeah, i said while taking my seat
Okay. She said while taking the seat next to me.

Jade's pov

I could feel my heart beating faster, everything is sweating, i'm sweating, my palms are sweating, even down there is sweating, what? Ridiculous.
I needed to talk to Perrie but i don't know how to start. I feel like i could cry if i talk to her.

Okay okay i'll just go straight to the point, here goes nothing.

"Pez? I... i mean Perrie?
Hmm?
She said while turning her face to me and looking straight into my eyes. I missed those blue orbs that is bluer than the ocean. Then i realized i was staring at her too long.
"Ahmm, c...an we t...a..lk?
Talk about what Jade? She said with no emotions, she was so cold.
"Ab...out uu.s Ppp..erri..e ii.'m so..rry, then i started crying.

About us Jade? Jade you were the one that said "there was never an us" now you wanna talk about us? Jade you're so unbelievable. You chose your stupid boyfriend over your bestfriend. You fucking hurt me Jade! The day that you shut me out i feel like the world is giving up on me! I confessed my feelings for you! i told you that i love you but what did you do? You gave it away. Out of all the people i had no idea you're the one that's gonna cause me all these shits. Stop acting like you're the victim here Jade, stop crying! Now you're saying sorry? Too late Jade too late! I already removed you from my life. I'm sorry to say this but Jade i regret fucking you! I regret loving you that much.
She stood up and was about to get out.

"No Perrie let me talk, i stopped her by grabbing her wrist.
No Jade! You shut me out and now it's my turn.
"Perrie please, then i hugged her as tight as i could but she pushed me away
Don't you dare hug me Jade! She said while pointing her finger at me.

Then she left.

I had nothing to do but just cry, i slowly curled up like a ball and just cry like a baby.
I'm sorry Perrie, i'm sorry. I muttered.

Once i stopped crying i went out not caring if the professor would be mad or not. My eyes were all red and puffy i didn't need a mirror to see how i look, i already know it. Once i reached my dorm i didn't hesitate to open it, it has been a long day. I twist the door knob and i saw Jed waiting for me.

"Jed? He didn't answer
" i went closer to him, How long have you been here Jed? Still no answer. I was standing infront of him while he's sitting down and facing the floor.
Before i could process anything i was on the floor and i felt a sting in my cheek. he slapped me.

WHAT THE FUCK JADE? I WAS WAITING FOR YOU! I THOUGHT WE WOULD EAT AND TALK ABOUT THINGS TODAY BUT WHAT DID YOU DO? YOU LEFT ME HERE HANGING! YOU DIDN'T TEXT OR CALL ME! WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN? ARE YOU FUCKING CHEATING ON ME?! He shouted.
"Jed.
WHAT? HUH SILENCE MEANS YES YOU ARE CHEATING ON ME!
he grabbed me by the wrist and slammed me by the wall. then he just started choking me.
NO ONE I MEAN NO ONE DARES TO CHEAT ON ME!
He started slapping me back and fort
"J....e...d ple..a.see s...t.o..p, i started crying. Again. Le....let ....me ex...pllla.in Jed.
NO JADE IT'S ALL CLEAR TO ME NOW. he stopped choking me but started grabbing me by my shoulder and started banging me in the wall.
Then suddenly he let go of me, i just melted in the floor. I curled up like a ball and started rocking myself.
Jade? Jade i'm sorry Jade please forgive me, then again he cried. He tried to hug me but i pulled away.
"DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE TO HUG ME! GET YOUR FUCKING ASS OUT OF MY DORM OR ELSE I WILL CALL THE FUCKING POLICE.
Jade please don...
JUST GO!

Then he left.

I'm so stupid, i said while hitting myself. I chose someone who doesn't even love me over my bestfriend who is sincerely inlove with me. It's all clear to me now. Oh Perrie i'm sorry. Then i just fell asleep on the floor.
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