Run It Up 2

Diamond

I was standing in the office in complete and utter shocked cause I pushed him away once again because of my pride I loved marquise but maybe we do just need to be friends I thought to myself but who In the hell am I kidding I just got mad when I seen him with the Lauren London looking bitch ,and she was bad she was very pretty and had a nice ass body shape I mean my body was snatched to but because of the fact that I had two twins boy it's not as good as it use to be ,but I loved my stretched marks their apart of me and I accept them .i love marquise but maybe this co parenting and just friends things is for the best just maybe. I collected my self and my tears and sashayed my way out of the office and down the elevators as I got off the elevators and rounded the corners I see the Lauren London looking girl hugging marquise and shit and I felt bad like I broke his heart or something so I just decided to go home and sleep and leave my twins with my mother I just needed to go home and cry with a pint of rocky road ice cream and dorritos cause the way I was feeling right now was sad like my whole world crushed cause by the looks of it marquise has already been chosen who he wanted and it wasn't me I tried and I lost I walk up to vip to tell my bro happy birthday one last time and to say goodbye to meka and I turned to leave as I was leaving marquise didint even look at me once.it hurt like hell but oh well gotta put my big girl panties on and keep it moving I got in my car and turned on the radio and me and marquise song was on run it up by Marissa ft lucci and I just sat in the parking lot and cried cause I knew I loved marquise and I just pushed him away into another woman's arm now what am I supposed to do I'll tell you what I'll do I let marquise have his space but I'm not giving up on us that easily I loved that man so as of now I'm just going to go home and cry but tomorrow's a new day.