Run It Up 2

Diamond

The fact that he is irratating me is so annoying.so I start playing with my fingers and shaking my legs because I don't want to sit in front of him anymore and then he starts to speak and says so where you gotta go that's so important that you can't stay and hang with me you acting like you don't miss me and I don't appreciate it I know I fucked up but damn.i look at him and say first of all don't ask me no damn questions about my business and where I'm going but if you must know I'm going to see my nigga the moment I said that his jaw clenched he was mad oh well I don't care imagine how I felt.and second of all I don't miss you. Once I said the last word you it barely got out but he hopped out his chair and starting yelling yall I was low key scared I jumped.what the fuck you mean your nigga dime don't fucking play with me I will break yo fucking neck and that pussy ass niggas stop playing with me.and then he walk over to me and kneeled down in front of me and start kissing my hands and then he said you don't miss me dime huh and then he told me to look at him but I couldn't because I loved this man and I really don't know how much longer I can keep up this wall so I started crying yup I cried me a fucking river. So he started kissing my face and kissing my tears away and saying he was sorry. And then he lifted my chin up and said why you crying ma I'm here I'm not going nowhere ever again please forgive me dime. I looked up at the man I loved and hated and could still feel hate yes I loved him but not at this moment I still needed time. So I got up so fast and walk to the door and said please give me time I don't hate you but I also don't forgive just yet just please marquise give me time and please send me the address to lucks house thanks and I put my hand on the doorknob but before I opened it I turned around and said oh and marquise I love you and left cause I knew he loved me to.