My Book Of Poetry

If I could write okay poetry

If I could Write okay poetry,

this is what my poem to you and her would've been...

She hurt us,

but you left me

and I lost the two most important part of me in one year.

Now I'm starting over.

gods..you know how much I hate staring over.

I seem to fuck up with every breath I take

but I try to find a smile that resembles yours...

She hurt you,

but you hurt me,

and I was at the bottom of the pyramid of hate for one another

but I don't hate either of you...

I should hate both of you...

but I stay up until 4am

thinking about your smile

and how while searching for one like it,

I've gone through too many people,

and in one minute fucked up to many times to count.

I miss you...

I love you...

What happened to us?
1/28/18